Random post - lazy to think title..

after the last post,
i'm sick of writing in chinese..lol
although i had learnt 11 years of chinese,
i'm still suck at chinese,
but i still do manage to get good results in SPM *proud!!*

tony, i could say i hate u n i love you..
love you as a meaning of fren..
i can't imagine one day dating with u..
oh, i wanna vomit edi!! lol

y i hate you?
we had become best friend for 3 freaking years!!
you still have secret hiding behind me..
where's your yi hei?
moreover, the secret that you are holding,
it's so crucial for my future..
sigh, i know you had promises on the secret,
but promises meant to be break.. wtf *but not my promises btw us*
i know you are the person who hold on promises tight
i really treasure u had been hiding my secrets so well..
but the secret you know... i wan to know it so badly..
i had been begging u from
driving you back from laywee house to your house
then back to home when we're chatting in msn
then just now while we're playing minesweeper..

wat do u wan me to do to make you tell me?
tell my why munwai is not there when you all are talking about the secrets..
munwai will definitely tell me..
y munwai dont yam cha wit u all!! wtf!!
there started my blaming..
all i could say is , i just hate you!!

如果可以恨你，全力痛恨你
连遇上都要躲避
无非要放下你，还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
this lyrics just meant for you!!

i love you
becoz u are one of my best friend
becoz u are the one i could rely on if i have any problems
becoz u are the one who always online, so i have no choice to chat with u
becoz u taught me wat's friendship all about
becoz u are too gam xing in my previous blog.. aww~
oh yeah,
becoz u taught me how to understand chinese and use my brain in chinese!! lol
all these while, i always think in english, write in english..
it's very torturing when u send me these chinese poem that i dont understand..
i had a hard hard time interpreting it..
in the end, i have to ask you thru msn for every poem u sent me.. sigh

如果仅仅闭上双眼能够看不见悲伤
如果没有感到温暖能够不受到傷害
无法回忆那温柔声音
为何要寻找那不曾感受到过的温柔

this is tony's translation
if closing your eyes can ignore your sadness
if warmness can forget your painfulness
then why do you still need to find someone to accompany you?

actually i dun really understand wat u wrote although u had translated it
but now i finally understand..
it's about we can live without bf/gf mah..
know lar know lar..
i still don't understand y u send me this for..
dont so gam xing lar..
although u wrote those gam xing chinese sms,
i dun understand most of it.. lol
but thanks a lot u make me actually read chinese n maintain my sucky chinese standard wtf
that's y i love you so much~ ew~

another thing that i love you a lot is that

YOU SUCK IN MINESWEEPER!!

ENJOY EVERY MOMENT PLAYING MINESWEEPER WITH U!! NOOB!! LOL

the purpose i'm writing this blog is becoz that i really really really really really really wanted to know the secret.. pls lar!! tell me lar!!
zha lin, can u tell me? neh, the day u all went yam cha without me ar!!
munwai, you are actually useless, you went there late n u had missed the important part!!