A memorable last day of November

this is gonna be a boring post.. i just wanna write it as my dairy only.. u can choose not to read it esp u wendy.. kacau saja~

today, i woke up at 6.30am which is the earliest hour i had ever waken up.. get prepared to work and i had total no energy to talk, work...
it's becoz i slept at 5am in the morning.. why?
i always have a bad habit that i always overthink stuff when i was lying on my bed.. on tat night, i was thinking so much things from thinking if i 'm failing my law paper to how old will i die..

i reached klcc at 7.40, becoz i had to start work at 8am in the morning for the KL internation batik exhibition!! i was delegated to help the opening ceremony.. my job was there just to print name card for the organizers.. practically i have nothing to do and waiting for my colleague to arrive as she was stuck in the jam.. at 830, my saviour reached and we were chatting from 830 to 1230 while sure working lar.. lol

i always adore batik design, so i bought my camera with me to sneak in to capture some batik pictures..
this is the view of my working place.. it's 3rd floor of the convention centre..
throughout my working period, i was just waiting to go out to have my free lunch buffet..
me and lye ee.. c my eyes? i was so tired!!
camwhore in the toilet..
kl skyline.. my photography skill just keeps on improving.. perasan!

after the opening ceremony ended, lye ee and i had our lunch at there.. we were like hungry ghost craving for the food.. the food is nice especially the honey shrimp wantan.. they have beehoon which full of aginomoto and curry puff which tastes ok ok only.. overall the food is nice becoz the people who came for the opening ceremony have to pay rm100+!! no doubt the food must be good!!

after having our meal, we had to move to ground floor to help the registration counter.. me n lye ee were separated. she have to work alone in hall 4 for conference while me have to work in registration counter at hall 2..

i met one of my mom's friend but i dun think she regconized me coz we met each other last year.. i changed quite drastic since last year.. i look older wtf!, i din wear my specs and i lost quite some weight.. but i dun dare to say hello coz my mom had some issues on her and my mom backstab her quite often.. lol

at 4 something, the organizer told us that the publics no need to register anymore.. they can just go in without register.. that means, WE ARE FIRED!! they dun need us at saturday and sunday anymore!! i lost money!! i think it's becoz not much people were coming in.. seriously, the whole event is just not so happening. so boring~

after we get fired, me, lye ee n bonnie went into the exhibition
this is the runway for the fashion show
my view on the models
it's so empty!! oh yeah, the clothes suck!!
teddy bear.. take it just for wendy..

since we are fired, i can leave early at 5pm instead of 5.45pm.. me lye ee n bonnie hung out n found out there's a place where we can draw batik.. as i had date with my lin lin gang later, so i couldn't spend my time colouring batik.. bonnie bought a cloth printed with designed wax with rm5
the cloth with printed wax..
lye ee, bonnie n me
the last seen batik.. i have to rush to meet my lin lin gang

it was so miserable when you're taking train alone..
after i took the putra lrt from klcc to masjid jamek, i have to switch train to star lrt to get to sri petaling station..
i tell u, this is the 4th time i'm sitting this shit star lrt train.. after i get on to the ampang line train, i din realise i have to switch train at chan sow lin station to sri petaling line train...
i only realised that i was on the wrong train after 5 stations from chan sow lin..
i was dam pissed when i saw i have to paid to get out then pay another time to get in to chan sow lin station.. okay, i dunno how much i had spent as i'm using touch n go..
during the train back to chan sow lin, tony called me up and told me myit wanna go to ipoh on saturday and asked me whether wanna join.. when i was talking n reaching chan sow lin, i saw a train in front of me and i din saw the noticeboard that this train was heading to ampang or sri petaling as i board the train. when i saw the next station is miharja, oh shit!! i was on the wrong train again!!
i have to go down then pay again to get back chan sow lin..
i was so miserable at tat time, i'm so going to cry as i was so lost at the moment..
this time, i din take the wrong train n reached sri petaling station at 7.15pm.. i board the train at klcc at 6pm and reached sri petaling at 7.15pm.. can u imagine i was at the train for more than 1hour? it's so miserable!!

after tony fetched me, i felt so relieved.. finally, i can sit down.. i was wearing HIGH HEELS to take train.. u have to sacrifice so much to look pretty.. i love you heels but u hurt when i was running around catching up with trains..

fetching up munwai n laywee, we headed out to mamak to had our dinner.. i was super talkative that day and i used up 1 hour to finish up my cheese naan.. at 10 something, myit, guan yee and her bro joined us at the mamak.. we talked a while as cinderella huey have to go back early at 11something. we headed back to taman desa pasar malam for sai mai lou but too bad, the stall din open..

since tomorrow i'm not working and i had to be home at 11am and i dun wan to go home that early.. me laywee munwai n tony chatted outside my house till 12am.. thanks you all guys for accompany me till that late..

bye bye november..
hello december.. wtf~

boreness

finally munwai had online!!
i've been wanting to chat with him for more than 1 week since his pc had some problem.
finally, i know part of the secret i wanted to know so badly
but big disappointment..
i tot he knows a lot,
but he knows everything that i had knew only..
sigh, in the end..
i still know nothing..

munwai ar,
dont want to say you edi lar..
i'm so freaking disappointed lar
i wont ask any secret from u~
tony ar
tell me the secret lar ..

sigh~

Current obsession

i have always love korean ballads and pop songs since american have gone more to rnb n hip hop
i listen to english songs most of my during my secondary school time
after the so call pop era had over,
i had totally lost interest in english songs..

i still miss songs sung by bsb, nsync, britney, westlife, a1 and christina..
they sing the best pop songs
and i listen to their songs occassionally till now..

now? rihanna, fergie blar blar whoever had took over the industry..
i dun love rnb or hip hop songs..
i still miss pop songs dearly..

my favourite korean singer is always boa..
other than boa, i have no exposure on other korean or japan singers
last year, i have downloaded rain's 4th album
which is one of the best album i have heard..
that's the time i become so obsessed with everything related to korea
i started to listen to korean songs..
i started to watch korean dramas..
i started to read korean entertainment blogs..

now i'm obsessed with korean electronics too
i have samsung dvd player
i have samsung lcd tv
i have samsung monitor
now i wanna own a samsung phone!!

recently i watched anyband advertisement which is samsung's phone new advertisement
if anyone who is boa or junsu's or tablo fan must have watched the video..
i'm so obsessed with their songs, advertisement n yeah THE PHONE!!
this phone is so freaking classy..
oh god, can some1 get me this phone?
i'm not changing my phone till i'm 23 years old.. wtf

BYE BYE to sony ericsson
BYE BYE to nokia
Hello samsung..
but i'm still using SE.. wtf
i'm obsessed with korean fashion..
i love their style
dunno why, they just look freaking good
now i'm trying to dress up like korean
but i dun have money
so i'm gonna stick back to myself
t-shirt n jeans ~

i'm obsessed with korean guys too!!
i love jae won so much which he acted in jolin's new agent J video
he's so freaking handsome!!
more handsome than rain..
whenever i saw a korean guy in a street,
i will definitely pay 100% attention on him.. lol
even when i was working in the exhibition,
when i notice he's a korean, i will treat him the best i could
give them the sweetest smile with a thought of
"gosh, why korean are so handsome" lol
i dunno why, they just glow in my eyes...
negro glow in wendy's eyes!! kaka~

i'm obsessed with korean music
i'm obsessed with korean electronics
i'm obsessed with korean fashion
i'm obsessed with korean guys
i wanna go korea!!!
i wanna learn korean!!
i wanna have a korean bf!! wtf~

Chenfui's bday

















Finally me n munwai have something in common..
both of us using flip phones
both of us finished our credit
both of us have to reload at the same date

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on sunday, i have to apologize to chenfui!! sorry i cant attend your birthday party.. just blame u all come out late.. wtf! u all know i have to go back before 11 but u all still at home at 9pm!!
i have no choice just to stay at home lar .. sorry chen fui~
but i really appreciate u all visiting me after the celebration...

love this pic alot.. but i'm not inside~

me and the birthday boy

they brought me the leftover cake.. wtf (it's not my bday)

kidd, wat are you doing ?

then we have photo session on the middle of the road in front of my house..

michelle enjoy getting kicked..
sigh, i'm the next victim
then it's the bday boy turn.. we are pretending candles..
then blow the candle, oops, it's lighter
speechless..
showing my sexy leg...
kidd wanna shoot us..but in the end, kena gunned down by us.. poor kidd

spent around 1 hour at my house.. most of them have classes on the next day, all went home at 1pm..
thanks all of u guys come over n make my day by showing off my sis's pjk shirt n my sexy leg.. wtf

Random post - lazy to think title..

after the last post,
i'm sick of writing in chinese..lol
although i had learnt 11 years of chinese,
i'm still suck at chinese,
but i still do manage to get good results in SPM *proud!!*

tony, i could say i hate u n i love you..
love you as a meaning of fren..
i can't imagine one day dating with u..
oh, i wanna vomit edi!! lol

y i hate you?
we had become best friend for 3 freaking years!!
you still have secret hiding behind me..
where's your yi hei?
moreover, the secret that you are holding,
it's so crucial for my future..
sigh, i know you had promises on the secret,
but promises meant to be break.. wtf *but not my promises btw us*
i know you are the person who hold on promises tight
i really treasure u had been hiding my secrets so well..
but the secret you know... i wan to know it so badly..
i had been begging u from
driving you back from laywee house to your house
then back to home when we're chatting in msn
then just now while we're playing minesweeper..

wat do u wan me to do to make you tell me?
tell my why munwai is not there when you all are talking about the secrets..
munwai will definitely tell me..
y munwai dont yam cha wit u all!! wtf!!
there started my blaming..
all i could say is , i just hate you!!

如果可以恨你,全力痛恨你
连遇上都要躲避
无非要放下你,还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
this lyrics just meant for you!!

i love you
becoz u are one of my best friend
becoz u are the one i could rely on if i have any problems
becoz u are the one who always online, so i have no choice to chat with u
becoz u taught me wat's friendship all about
becoz u are too gam xing in my previous blog.. aww~
oh yeah,
becoz u taught me how to understand chinese and use my brain in chinese!! lol
all these while, i always think in english, write in english..
it's very torturing when u send me these chinese poem that i dont understand..
i had a hard hard time interpreting it..
in the end, i have to ask you thru msn for every poem u sent me.. sigh

如果仅仅闭上双眼能够看不见悲伤
如果没有感到温暖能够不受到傷害

无法回忆那温柔声音

为何要寻找那不曾感受到过的温柔


this is tony's translation
if closing your eyes can ignore your sadness
if warmness can forget your painfulness
then why do you still need to find someone to accompany you?


actually i dun really understand wat u wrote although u had translated it
but now i finally understand..
it's about we can live without bf/gf mah..
know lar know lar..
i still don't understand y u send me this for..
dont so gam xing lar..
although u wrote those gam xing chinese sms,
i dun understand most of it.. lol
but thanks a lot u make me actually read chinese n maintain my sucky chinese standard wtf
that's y i love you so much~ ew~

another thing that i love you a lot is that
YOU SUCK IN MINESWEEPER!!

ENJOY EVERY MOMENT PLAYING MINESWEEPER WITH U!! NOOB!! LOL

the purpose i'm writing this blog is becoz that i really really really really really really wanted to know the secret.. pls lar!! tell me lar!!
zha lin, can u tell me? neh, the day u all went yam cha without me ar!!
munwai, you are actually useless, you went there late n u had missed the important part!!

我是谁?

今天不知那条神经痴了,
忽然很想写华语。
已经很久很久没有接触华语,
原来接触回是那么的难。

突然觉得生活很乏味,
觉得做人好辛苦。
太多东西烦了。
如果给我选择,
我会选择在这世界上消失,
不想在这世界看到这里是多黑暗。

人生是什么?
读书?
做工?
赚钱享受?

说真的..
我很不想再读书了,
当你付出了那么多,
回收却不是你想要得到。
那个伤痕是很痛苦,
很想哭,
很想改写历史,
很想把自己隐藏起来。

钱。。
是我最喜欢,
也是我最恨。
如果没有你,
我读书可轻松多了。
如果没有你,
我现在也不会在这里写这片烂东西。

我突然很感触,
是因为我在law考到不是很好的成绩。
虽然成绩还没揭晓,
可是自己心知肚明。
我不想再重读。
我不想让父母失望。
我付出了很多,
回收却是那么的伤心。

一面考卷可以让个人很开心,
也可以让个人进入地域。。
我没有钱,
我不想辜负人家。。
我好像逃避这人生。。

虽然我没有经过什么风风雨雨,
我也没有经过什么挫择,
但是我已失去我的目标,
我的自己。。
我已不是我自己了。。
我已不知道我是谁。。
我在我家人面前是谁?
我在我好朋友面前又是谁?
我是谁?

I hate november!!

y i hate november?

november is the month of making my pocket become kosong..

i'm broke~

officially broke~

y broke?

becoz i've been spending money on

bday cakes.. although it's just 3, but it's a lot!!

food~ just spent rm10 on new zealand natural ice cream!! wat am i thinking?!?!

entertainment~ beuwolf suck to the max!!

nothing else..

my money is just spend on normal goods but not inferior goods.. wat the fuck~

anyway,

Happy Birthday to the November-ers!!
Meiyit - 15 november
Laywee - 9 november
taken by me~ my photography improved!! this is wee's bday cake
yucks~ tony took it!! lol yit's bday cake~
Kidd - 20 november
chen fui - 25 november (coming soon.. wtf)
kidd's bday cake.. cute leh~ we saw this bear immediately reminds us of u..
lin-lin gang~ lovin u all dearly~
all the kepoh chi..

Sudden emo...

yesterday night, it was a boring night coz all my lin-lin gang went out to yam cha without me!! thanks to my mom that disallow me to yam cha with them.. i have accounts exam and i din study the whole day. due to my laziness, i have to skip my yam cha session with them.

anyhow, i feel happy that i din join them, coz i have curfew n they have to fetch me back at 11.. i will feel guilty whenever they have to fetch me back early.

sorry guys!! i dun want to do that.. you all have to wait for me till age 21, we only can watch cinema midnight, go clubbing, yam cha till midnight together... but i think by age 21, 6 of us wont be staying so near anymore. maybe some of u will go to study in utar that located in far far away kampar, some of u will go overseas.. just left me alone staying in kl.. i'm not going 2 australia~ sob, due to my parent's financial problem, it just killed myself to c the expensive fees and increasing exchange rate that they have to spend on me..

yesterday night, just feeling emo that i couldn't go out with them, so after doing few questions on accounts, i went on9 and surfed some music videos in youtube. i went to seek a song that i loved a lot in jolin's newest album.. when i watched the video, i almost cried out.. i dunno why the sudden tears, but just very sad n emotional..



the song is freaking sad n this song accompany me during my emo exam period.. i'm gonna prepare this n sing this when i go for karaoke in the future.. wtf!

gonna back to my accounts revision.. tomorrow is my last day!! i'm gonna spend my time with lin-lin gang again~ and i'm gonna work on tuesday too!! money!! money!! money!!

am i impatience n rude?

phew.. finally 3 of 4 subjects of my finals finally over.. it is the most miserable week in my life. i had take all the consequences coz during the exam week i din study much. i just dunno y everytime during exam, i will feel so miserable n pressured. life sucks when u cannot online, chatting, watch drama, hanging out, shopping... i think i'm way too relax n enjoy my life these months.. sigh~

now i'm back.. monday still left accounts which i quite love the subject coz it deals with numbers.. :)

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i feel i have to change my driving attitude or maybe these days my mood is a bit bad coz not enuf of my beauty sleep or my period is coming? wtf..

yesterday when i was driving back after fetching my mom to work, a woman horned me n i scold her aloud "horn mat kao!!" but sure in the car lar.. i din whined down the window n scold her.. i'm civilized okay!!
somemore hor, just now when i was driving back again after fetching my mom to work, a car don't let me to cut to his lane, i scold him again "yeww~" very loud..
then another taxi driver don't really let me wanna cut to his land, after i cut his lane, he started to tiong me means follow me ketat ketat lar.. i scold him "tiong kao kui lar, cannot c my P license? ah pek!!!" then speed fast fast..

above all i scold in the car of course.. my linlin gang experienced my rudeness and impatience in car.. sigh!! they all cant stand my impatience.. i seriously have to change my driving attitude.. am i that rude?

Random post

Sorry for not updating, just busy with my life relaxing without studying much.. sigh, when am i going 2 study hard? 2moro n yet another 2moro are passing by so fast..

anyway, last week something spooky happened to tony, munwai and laywee. 3 of them get unknown calls from 017-323 xxxx.. they received calls n when they answered it, there's no sound, no asnwer. tony a bit cham lor, get sms that said wanna find him, lol. it's accumulated 6 numbers that's start from 017-323 xxxx. i dunno who so free did this prank to 3 of them.. the day after, laywee worked under maxis n he could check the profile of the user but all 6 numbers are not activated and impossible to make calls and send sms. that started to freak us out. but anyway, we know it's a prank calls made by someone..

high possibility that laywee will prank them only, since he always get bullied by tony n munwai. to avoid suspicions from us, laywee oso said he's involved inside.. i dont know, but this is just my predictions.. anyway, this things is so outdated n i shouldn't post this...

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i have another problem in handling my usage of my hp credit.. i had reloaded to rm30.02 last tuesday n guess wat, i left rm16.01 to day.. i had used rm14.01 over 6 days!!

the calls i made:
tony rm4
sister rm1
random calls rm2
total spend on calls: rm7 maybe less than that~

omg, i cant imagine i had spent over rm7 just to sms to my lin-lin gang? i'm using free sms from hotlink, that's y i'm sure all my spending is on digi..

at here, i would love to thank to tony n munwai who made me spent so much on both of u..

to munwai: u're the 1 who send me msges telling me about that particular person.. our money were wasted on talking that particular person.. we cnanot talk in msn? y must in phone? u better dont sms me anymore unless u have something important wanna sms me..

to tony: stop sending advertisement sms to each other although i started it.. sigh.. oh yeah, just dont make me remind u when i'm boring, i just don't know y i will call u.. lol

can all my lin-lin gang change to maxis? 1 maxis n 5 digi, it's very costly to me!!

Pui Yan's bday and visit laywee working in maxis

this tuesday, it was puiyan's birthday. so me, andy n clement decided to celebrate with her in sunway pyramid. i was supposed to take the coupon which me n clement kena 'con' last week when we're walking back from pizza hut to celebrate her bday.. due to my early alzheimer, i forget to bring the coupon!! some more hor, the girl purposely call me and force me to wear skirt for her bday.. haiyo~ puiyan finally fa hao edi!!

me n puiyan reached there 1st and meet up kayli at McD then meet up clem n andy which they drove another car.. as always, we were having a hard time choosing an appropriate restaurant to eat. we were at sunway new wing directory map stand for about 5 minutes but then still fail to choose. clem insisted to eat in new wing, but most of the restaurant are not open yet, without a choice, we have to settle down in Jack's Place.

there's no cake ceremony or singing bday song, we just plainly eat n wish her bday..
kayli, the bday girl and me
andy, puiyan, clement and kayli
me and the bday girl..

after eating, kayli went to meet up her bf, andy clem n puiyan went back home while left me alone go shopping since it's been a while i havent go shopping for myself.. thanks to lin-lin gang occupied me most of the weekends..

when i was going to walk to my car, tony suddenly rang me up and asked me whether wanna go visit laywee after his work at 5pm. i said ok ar n i'll drive my own car to there n meet up there. as usual, i'm the always punctual and early reached there early at 5pm. since he's working in maxis centre, i went in to fix my gprs which is not function for a while. so i asked him, "eh, u work until wat time? i thought u suppose can go liow ar". he answered me, " no ar, i worked until 7pm, saturday only work until 5pm lor".

at tat moment, i wanted so badly to push tony and munwai down from the highest point of klcc.. i purposely drive all the way for nothing? yor~ i wanna kill them at that moment..

i went to fix my gprs at the wrong time, their system suddenly down. so laywee was trying to fix gprs for me. as i was staring him to fix my gprs, tony n munwai actually stood beside for about 5 minutes. i din notice their presence and kept on looking at laywee fixing my gprs. lol

since the system is down, laywee couldn't fix my gprs, laywee couldn't go out yam cha with us, tony munwai n me settle down in nearby mamak stall n let me fuk kao kao.. but thanks to munwai who belanja me drink TEH O AIS LIMAU.. rm1.10, u jap dou lar, yesterday we went to that ABC mamak rm1.50 lar.. but after a while, laywee said the system ok edi, we went back to maxis centre n fix my gprs.. now i can send picture msg!! wtf..

after fixing it, i have to fetch my mom back from work. tony was driving in front of me n trying 2 bully me.. he was driving fuking slow as he knows i don't have much patience on the road. i horned him couple of times and we were playing like a kids catching here n there but now we're more high tech, we're playing catching with cars.. lol

the funniest was when we reach kuchai lama's traffic light, tony tried to get down the car n imitate his tyre punctured but luckily he din lar.. seriously, i will go down help him.. u know, i got yi hei mah.. after the lights turned green, i felt i turned to the right that road is faster to reach my mom's kindergarten instead going straight. ngam ngam me n tony were stopped side by side.. we whined down our window n started funny argument. below is our conversation:

tony: wei, go straight faster reach OUG lar!!
munwai: *turning the volume up of my fav lam fung's song*
me: ya meh? i feel this turn left faster lor!!
tony: *explain how fast*
munwai: *singing lam fung's song* wtf!
me: ya hor, i dont care ar, later u let me go 1st ar..
tony: y i should give u ar?
me: *starting to fat lan zha* i dun care kao u, u must let me go 1st ar!!
tony: i dont want ar!!
traffic turn green..
me: *scream loud loud* LET ME GO 1ST AR!! LET ME GO 1ST AR!!
tony: go lar go lar...

after thinking back the scene, it's very funny but too bad i described until not funny.. after the traffic, tony very fast caught me up. hey, im driving kancil only, he's driving myvi lar, sure fast lar.. yeww~~ we were racing n make all kinds of expression during that time. it was a fun experience but dont try this!! it's so dangerous!!

thanks to tony n munwai who brought me to waste petrol lar.. go all the way to taman sungai besi to fix my gprs like citrus park don't have maxis centre lar? haiyo~ dont want to say u 2 edi lar..

next update: something spooky happened to laywee, munwai n tony.. hehe~