Last day of 2007

2007 is one of the time that happened so much bad things as well as good things..
it makes another interesting...
since it's the last post of the year, i'm gonna write about the interesting things that happened in my life this year..

-January-
27/1/2007 i had watched rain's concert~
i won tickets and i went to watch rain's concert!! it's the best concert i'd ever watched although this is the 1st live experience watching a concert live.. in the past, i had downloaded boa, rain, jolin, justin, leehom concert n watched them and none of it can take over the stage presence that rain had..
i still remember on that friday i was studying for my moral exam, somebody called me up and told me that i had won tickets to watch rain.. it was fun that my sister and i rushed from subang to kl at 430pm n the office will close at 530pm..
February
2/2/2007 - Laywee's drama
we went to panggung bandaraya to watch laywee's drama.. he invited us since he had been dieting for few months to keep good shape for his drama.. the drama was high anticipated coz we manage to c him wearing topless iban's clothing!! the main point he's topless!! lol
oh yeah, i still remember that my sis took me to a cheap saloon n ended up the worst hairstyle of my life.. yeah, my fringe is that fucking short and it took me half year to have my long fringe back..

28/2/2007 - my birthday
okay, i never know tat they were celebrating for me.. it was 27/2/2007 n they called me out for a drink.. so i just simply find a decent clothes that i wore it at home n went out yam cha with them.. they said they wanna play poker cards n mahjong at my house n i let them in.. i wasnt aware that they were celebrating for me as laywee kept me busy with teaching him how to use internet.. thanks for celebrating for me with me dressing up that ugly.. lol

oh god, i never realise i'm that fat!! lol

on the same day, we went to sunway lagoon.. it's just an ordinary day out with money spent out kao kao.. lol

March
1/3/2007
it was another day for college.. sien~ it was our 1st week to college, so it is all just lecture only.. after we had our dunno wat lecture, we went to burger king to have our lunch.. clem, jovie n andy went to a bakery shop to get me a cake to celebrate with me.. thanks to all again~

2/3/2007
another birthday celebration for me again.. it's my turn for my family to celebrated with me.. all i want is just that huge raspberry cheese cake for my birthday.. hehe~ this year i had 3 cakes!! i gained so much weight from that 3 cakes!!

4/3/2007
went to visit myit as she just had her eye surgery.. we went to visit her after a long period of sudden missing.. she nvr tell us she went for eye surgery and stayed in cameron for few months.. it left us wondering where is she..

June
24/6/2007
Myit is back from cameron and called us out for gathering.. it's been few months we had never seen each other.. we hung out at 1 utama and had fun..
29/6/2007
celebrated michelle's birthday at midvalley's chilis.. well, i really dun miss working in chilis when i went back there.. working in chilis is sucks but i still love being a food server compare the jobs i had worked.. in michelle's bday, it ended in not a happy ending as i have to go home early which kinda turn everyone's mood down.. they all could have watched a movie if i wasnt there.. sigh~ i really hate my fucking curfew..

July
2-4/7/2007
went to redang beach with my college mates.. 1st time travel with frens to beach, 1st time snorkelling, 1st time expose my flabby tummy.. wtf~
i hate snorkelling coz of the salty water that stuck on my lips and i was afraid that a shark may eat me away n die in the sea.. lol
redang is not a beautiful place that i expected, the coral are all dead and left the corpse to let us see. it's a very disappointing trip as i expect beautiful corals n fishes swimming around me..
September
22-23/9/2007
lin lin gang drove up to cameron highland.. it was the best trip we had ever had.. all of us enjoy ourselves to the fullest.. although is just 2 days only, but we enjoy every bit of the moment we had.. feeling somekind of guilt is that myit's parents were paying nearly everything for us. so far, all of us only spent around rm50 for our trip.. myit's parents had spent us few hundreds.. very 5 hou yi si!!~

October
15/10/2007
tony's bday~ celebrated without myit coz she had to attend her relative's wedding dinner.. we celebrated after attending our secondary gathering.. i purposely dress up nicely to attend to compete some girl and to show i'm prettier than i'm in secondary school.. wtf~ this show the competitive side of me.. lol
in the bday, we bought so much thing for tony n spent so much on him just to thank him for taking us everywhere with his car n paying petrol so much for us.. thanks us lar ~ ah ny ahnynyny~~~

30/10/2007
we skipped our information system lecture and went to jack's place in sunway pyramid to celebrate puiyan's birthday.. met up with kayli who transfered herself to sunway college.. with existence of kayli, the whole time we were just bitching each other..

November
9/11/2007
Celebrated laywee n myit's birthday.. it was a last minute decision to celebrate myit's birthday as well coz it's just 1 week later.. me n tony decide to make her a photo album at 1pm n we had to choose photo n take it to photo shop and went to midvalley to buy photo album..
on the day itself, my car broke down with battery died at tony's house.. luckily his neighbour worked in workshop n borrowed his backup battery for me.. we were late for the bday and my mom allowed me to go back at 12.. wee~~~

20/11/2007
celebrated kidd's bday at sri petaling's shabu shabu.. michelle n chenfui met at my house earlier to buy him a cute little cake.. the cake was so cute with bears n trees on top..

25/11/2007
it was chenfui's birthday but i cant attend his birthday party due to their very late appointment.. sorry! but after they celebrated at a restaurant, they came to my house n left a little small cake.. sweet~~


December
6/12/2007
attended myit's graduation with laywee.. myit's parent couldn't attend so me n laywee pretend to be myit's cousin to attend the graduation.. okay, everything in taylor college is way better than metropolitan college.. the guys oso way more handsome than the guys in my college.. well, the pay also nicer if u wanted to study at there..

24/12/2007
finally i'm not spending lonely christmas eve anymore.. spent my christmas eve with tony, laywee n munwai eating steamboat.. we'd been eating the same steamboat restaurant on every special occasion.. they are not getting tired of eating the same thing again n again~ oh god~
it's 31/12/2007, the last day of 2007.. although 2007 is not my best year, that's wat life to make it interesting.. i've noticed that i changed a lot, some from bad to good, some from bad to worse that's my driving attitude and my talking attitude.. oh god, i will definitely write one of my new year resolution is to become a lady..
lastly, thanks to everyone to make my 2007 a great year.. hope you all make a great 2008 for me.. wat will be happening in 2008?
A great review on wat will be happening in my 2008~
- a great celebration for my 20th birthday.. i'm no more a teenager~ boo hoo~
- olympic 2008 wtf!
- election? lol
- a sucky chinese new year~ definitely this will be happening

Happy New Year
Bye bye 2007
Hello~ how are you 2008

This year...

This year i watched rain's concert.. woot~~ best concert ever!~

This year i finished my foundation.. i'm a university student.. swt

This year i failed my econs by 2 marks.. it's so unexpected!!
i have to take supplementary exam after cny.. no happy cny for me~

This year i found lin-lin gang consists on jolin, dolin, zhalin, meilin, feilin n moulin..
felt happy to find them in my life..
without them, wont be happy me..
without them, wont be spending a lot of money..
without them, wont be understanding friendship..

This year i lost weight.. HAPPY~
my relatives from singapore noticed that i lost alot of weight~
wuhuu~ but i'm gaining weight now becoz of holiday..
it's okay~ college is starting soon, i will be eating bread soon..

This year i had fallen in love..
it's been 2 years i nvr ever fall in love so deeply for a person..
it hurts coz i dunno how does he feel..
it hurts coz he's too stupid to know that i like him..
it hurts coz i dun have courage to confess to him..
it hurts coz i dunno how does my heart wants to go..
fark~ i'm desperate.. lol

Lastly, this year i had sex..
yeah, real sex in my dream.. with kimi raikkonen
girls do have dirty dream too.. wtf!

This year is ending soon, i still havent fulfill 1 of my 2007 new year resolution..
god.. where do i find my courage to fulfill it?

Frostie the snowman...

Merry Christmas~

although today it's boxing day.. i know i'm a bit late to wish.. i was stuck in learning photoshop.. i nvr tot photoshop would be that hard..

after 4 years streak spending lonely christmas eve, finally i'm occupied.. wtf!
too bad wendy spent lonely christmas eve... aww~ too bad~

i really really deeply apologize u all guys that ruin the night coz i had to be back so early.. we actually could take so much photos with my 32mb memory card in sunway pyramid.. love you all guys that spend time with me till after midnight and watched keung si movie with me till 3am..

I'll be leaving on a jet bus..

I WILL BE GOING SINGAPORE FOR 4 DAYS~

BUT I WILL STILL HAVE A CHANCE TO ONLINE GEH..

SO GUYS, DON'T MISS ME..

ESP... YOU, WENDY

I KNOW WITHOUT ME, U'LL MISSED OUT A LOT OF BITCHING SESSION

DONT MISS ME GUYS..

NO SOUVENIR FOR ANYONE..

SIGN OUT FOR 4 DAYS

HAPPY HAJI~

Lonely christmas eve

Where am i going for christmas..

sigh..

i dont want to spend lonely christmas eve anymore..

24/12/2004 - watch jackie chan's movie alone while hoo-la-hooping.. lol

24/12/2005 - i spent it at home alone reading ghost stories with my bro's laptop in the living room with tuning tv volume to the max.. coz i was scare..

24/12/2006 - stay at home alone again.. it's because we had celebrated early on 23/12/2006.. i was watching drama with my computer n waiting for human to talk to me in msn..

how am i going to celebrate my christmas eve this year?

well, discussed this matter with nyny..

no decision were made coz

myit just told us that she cant join us~

sigh..

it kinda brought me down..

but the only place i wanna go is

EYES ON MALAYSIA *hint hint ah nyny*

okay, i wanna go since january..

now? it's december..

n i still havent go there yet!!

I DON'T WANT TO SPEND ANOTHER LONELY CHRISTMAS EVE.. *hint hint* lol

Hello~ How are you~

i know the title is stupid.. it just reminds me that an ICQ game, Slide-a-lama, that i played frequently with tony(yaya, i'm still using ICQ but with only tony online..lol).. the sounds made by the character is freaking cute and i even made one ringtone imitating the character sound for tony.. so whenever i call him, the ringtone will play and he will answer my call with "hello, how are you"..

unrelated with the title..

these days seems like i had again addicted to pan mee again.. during my holiday in f5, i could take 3-4 pan mee in a week.. nowadays these conversation are happening to me again~

MOM: Ah girl, wat do u wan for lunch?
ME: PAN MEE~~~

DAD: Ah girl, tomorrow wat should i da pao for you when i go to market with mama?
ME: PAN MEE~~~

Fren: ei, wat u are ordering?
ME: PAN MEE~~~

ME: where are we going to have our lunch?
Fren: Somewhere cheap and nice..
ME: then we go to the blar blar hawker stall lar.. i wan to eat PAN MEE~

Fren: eh, u know the char kuey teow here dam nice and spicy
ME: oh okay..
Aunty ordering: leng chai leng lui, wat do u want to eat ar?
Fren: char kuey teow!!
ME: Aunty, 1 PAN MEE gon lou~

ME thinking: what should i da pao for lunch ar?
ME thinking: KFC? no~~ fat!! expensive!!
ME thinking: PAN MEE LAR~~

how many times i ate pan mee this week?
wed - eat lunch wit friends
fri - breakfast da pao from mom
sat - breakfast with fren
dinner with parents
i just ate 4 pan mee in just freaking short short 5 days.. this morning which is monday, i'm going to have pan mee once again with my friends.. wat the hell is going wrong with me and my friends? they just keep on bringing me to eat pan mee!! planning to call my mama to da pao 1 pan mee again for me for my brunch on tuesday.. lol

i love you pan mee~

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completely unrelated with the title and post again.. i'm so freaking bad tempered these days.. dunno why lar.. i just dun like people talking about econs, it will makes my temper gone wild.. and don't say i'm fat and don't stop me from eating pringles although i know pringles can cause cancer.. but wat dont cause cancer?

sigh, my mom is constantly pressuring me by asking where am i going on my christmas.. well, i dun even have a plan, so i just answer i dunno i dunno while i'm watching drama.. then she will say come to our house blar blar, which i wont bring my friends to my house ever.. it's so tiring to clean up the mess.. i'm lazy!! then she would say, u better dont go clubbing ar, those places are so crowded and dangerous..

oh yeah yeah, this seriously pissing me off.. she gave me a freaking curfew at 11pm which pisses me off so badly.. i missed out so many yam cha session, movies.. my frenz even have to fetch me back at 11pm then go for other activities.. actually it makes me feel so bad tat they all cant go to here n there just becoz of my freaking curfew.. also, i cant even overnight in my friend's house to gamble.. we're just gamble during cny!! i'm wearing my house clothes to my friend's house to gamble, SHE DONT EVEN ALLOW ME! wat do u expect me to go with me wearing the house's clothes?

i dun like the curfew at all.. whenever it's 1045pm, my phone will ring n call me to be back early.. sometimes i dun even bother the call, my mom will call up my friends to connect to me.. okay, i know it's dangerous out there, but my friends are not bad.. we're still naive little small kids that still dressing up like f5 students.. lol

i know i've been complaining too much.. suddenly i just felt that i had missed out so much fun.. i just don't want to have regret in my teenage.. it's ending soon~ a lot of my friends actually praised me for saying that i could obey my mom so well.. yeah, i just dun wan to argue all those stuff, coz i know i wont win, nobody will side me.. nobody will stand up for me..

emo-ing again..
listening 张宇－趁早

Shopping can change my mood..

MNG SALES!!!!!~

MNG had been one of my favourite brand since this june.. it's becoz their clothes are dam reasonable and their clothes really suit me well..

yesterday when i was hanging out with my friends, i saw mng is having sales today.. i was so excited about it n thinking wat should i get.. well, i wanna get 3 things n i had bought 2 of 3 things.. k, i might wanna visit mng once n get wat i want n that's it!! i wont enter mng this year~

shopping really can wash away all of my sadness.. it really really works on me..

today, drove to midvalley at 10am.. found parking and dashed to mng.. it's only 10 something!! it's so crowded inside!! so i used up not until 10 minutes to get 5 clothes n queue up at fitting room.. fitting room was quite long with at least 8-9 ppl were queueing.. tried few clothes n felt satisfied with two clothes coz i tried both clothes at least 2-3 times n really lovin it.. just that i'm waiting to buy it during sales..

finally i bought a tank top.. it's been two years i havent wear tank top again.. i'm so gonna wear it during christmas.. sorry puiyan, i bought the same thing as urs but in cheaper price.. hehe
stripes, i always love stripes.. i saw hyori performed once with kinda same clothes n lovin it.. after i watched jolin's bravo lover video, i so wanted to get a black n white stripes again..

feeling happy after spending money.. although i had spent money but buying new clothes that u love, the feeling just great..

oh, how i love shopping~

今天又心血来潮想写华语。。

昨天被割了深深的一刀。。
这伤痕好痛好痛。。
虽然伤痕也结成了伤疤。。
但是伤疤永远都不会消失。。
还是会在回忆里徘徊。。

昨天我的考试成绩揭晓了。。
我一路来害怕的law，终于及格了。。
但是，我预料不到，我需要重考我的经济。。

不知为何，也很不明白，为什么我需要重考经济。。
虽然我真的真的很不喜欢经济，
但是我根本没有预料到我会得到那么差的成绩。。

我现在也不知道该开心，还是伤心好。。

伤心是因为我需要重考我的经济
伤心是因为我对自己非常失望
伤心是因为我对不起我的父母
伤心是因为我父母对我很失望
伤心是因为我做不好女儿的责任
伤心是因为我需要给重考费。。钱啊~

开心是因为他们没有给我不及格
开心是因为他们至少给我重考的机会
开心是因为我不需要给千多的学费学一样的东西
开心是因为原来在我最伤心的时候，我还有两位朋友在身边支持我，鼓励我。。

自己在每次伤心的时候，总是会对自己说一样的话。。
“开心也要生活，伤心也要生活。为什么不要开开心心过呢？"
今天我领悟到这句话的意思了。

今天和朋友去mv逛街。。
虽然只是逛逛街，但是对我来说真的很开心
我比以前更多话讲
不知自己是因为想掩饰自己的伤心而变成那么开心
还是知道明天mng sale。。

算啦。。
人生中难免会有起起伏伏。。
勇敢面对，
望好的方面看看
从失败中学习成长。。
明天又是一个好汉。。wtf!

算啦。。
都是一个定局了。。
哭也哭过了。。
还是开开心心做人吧。。

其实我非常开心也非常倾心我有六位很好的朋友。。
虽然昨天只有wendy和家熹在安慰我。。
但是我知道如果任何一位我对他倾诉我的伤心，
他们也会二话不说的安慰我。。
谢谢你们啦~
如果要让我开心点，明天12pm去mv的mng找我，
帮我付钱。。我真地会非常开心。。

昨天是sony ericsson的lin-lin gang聚会

今天是想把伤痕结成伤疤
我终于找到你啦。。文维
同时，我也找我小时候的回忆
我的保镖
最后，祝大家圣诞节快乐。。
虽然我知道有点早
但是我知道我会有很难忘的圣诞

y am i being so emo?

yesterday, my sister called me they received a letter from metropolitan college, they thought the results was released.. but it was just a letter that call us to enroll for the next semester.. when i heard that they received a letter from metropolitan college, my heart was pounding rapidly although i know the results is released through the net..

i had been so pressured on my results, i dunno how badly will i do for my law... my heart is just constantly get nervous when i c anything related with law.. i fukingly hate this kind of feeling.. my results will be releasing this wednesday, i dun wan to face it seriously.. i just don't want to drag my christmas mood and my singapore trip if i fail any of the subjects. if i fail the freaking subject, i have to take up 2 subject during my summer course and i will definitely get punished by not going out oftenly with my friends.. i will be locking myself at home reading everyday and pressuring myself like i'm in secondary school. sometimes i just felt like going back to my secondary school where i was so hardworking. now, i've been exposing myself to this colourful world and i cant take this distraction well. i've been going out more, i've been spending less quality times with my family, my mom is pissed when i'm going out in the morning n going home late at night, i've been spending like water..

am i changing? yeah, i do think i'm changing but in a bad way. i know i've been speaking more vulgar words and being rude than i had expected after my finals. my personality had been changing.. i speak is less patient tone with my family, i started to lose patient on everything, i started to get nervous when something is going wrong. i'm on my way to break down soon.. maybe that's why i wanna stay with my friends more than my family.. i love spending time with friends coz that's the time you could forget every nervousness and you don't have to think much before you speak..

all of these is just becoz i cant handle stress well.
i could break down very easily..
i'm dam emotional when things doesn't go my way.
i'm way more weaker than i had expected.
i'm too pampered at home.
i'm just living in a good dam life and i dunno how to appreciate wit wat i had.
i'm just complaining my whole dam life.
i'm just living in life full of regrets.

don't get worry about me.. i'm okay.. i just getting sudden emotional.. exam results will be released way too soon. i'm stressing myself out way too much. god, i'm so stress..

Myit's graduation and celebration..

Congratz myit's finally had graduated International Canadian Pre-University Programme although all of us had actually graduated from foundation, oh yeah, except laywee.. and welcome to Metropolitan College although we're not in the same university but we're studying under the same roof!!

yesterday was her graduation.. since her parents are at cameron and couldn't make it for the graduation, laywee and i went to attend the graduation.

me n laywee were kinda late coz of laywee dam slow driving skill, so we have to park at the super expensive asia cafe car park.. fark! we had spent rm8 at parking man~ we quickly rush to taylor's college but there's no direction for the graduation venue.. we're lost for about 5 minutes then we only go ask direction in the office..

this is the hall.. which is the multi purpose hall.. way more grand than my college..

they even have a book.. fark, this is just foundation only!!

myit after the getting the cert..
okay, my camera dun have anti-shake, so i cant take good pic when she take the cert..
lin-lin gang just blame lar blame lar..

this is "i dunno wat the hell" ceremony.. basically they are just taking the candles then i dunno wat they are doing.. lol
do u notice there's a cross?
seriously, i think this pic looks like those dark ritual..

laywee, myit and me.. okay, i know i look old~

on tuesday, myit told me that i couldn't wear jeans!! everything must be formal.. okay, i dun have much formal clothes.. i dress up like usual teenager, just t-shirt and jeans.. i have no choice only to choose my ah neh neh clothes..

*huggies* she's just way too happy that she's graduate

laywee, me and myit at the top of the campus

after attending the graduation, we went back to myit's house to hang out.. tony, munwai n chialing will joining us later coz they have classes..
tony said he will reached here by 2.45, but he reached at 3.15.. of course we're kinda angry coz 3 of us are those ppl who are dam punctual and hate ppl who are late.. although we know they had reached, we still stay at home relax.. laywee drink his nai cha, i went to take pic, myit went to get ready.. lol

this is a masterpiece.. i caught tony, myit and my car in 1 pic.. lol

after arguing in the car for coming out late, we went to sunway pyramid to sing karaoke since laywee wanted to sing with us and we nvr sing k together..

laywee and i pretending to rock and Z chen as the ke le feh..

me, myit and zha lin

**picture of the day**
laywee was singing
me was trying to disturb
myit was looking at laywee

ah ny, me and "bosco show edison" lee

group pic without me.. munwai was concentrating singing his song..

zhalin, u look so not hot sipping the drink

李圣杰, jolin and 肥猪(he wanted to be 小猪 but we name him as 肥猪) in kim gary..

felt regret that munwai din dance when i was singing jolin's bravo lover.. haiyo, u promised me u will dance, left me dancing there alone..

congratz myit again.. y i dun have graduation for my foundation ar??
another great lin lin gang outing.. looking forward for more n more in the future.
love you all guys ~
okay, i'm not uploading the video that me n laywee sang that.. i'm fuking embarrassed to put that up and i dun even dare to watch that too.. lol if u wanna watch it, ask it from me, tony or munwai..

Ho ho ho~ merry christmas~

although still have about half month to arrive christmas day, my house is full of christmas atmosphere..

my mom even asked me where am i going on christmas eve with my friends.. wtf
she even call me to invite my friends to my house to celebrate christmas..
err.. dun ler.. i dun wan to mess up my house, last year is way too enough for me..
i have to clean all over my house, i'm way too lazy for that.. lol

the christmas tree i decorated.. waiting pressie to fill in the bottom..

how can the designer not take pic with the christmas tree..

i always love december coz it's the only month i could buy clothes.. lots lots of clothes
last time my siblings always have exchange present during christmas time
but it stopped when i always buy the things i like n ending up actually i'm buying it for myself.. lol
i love december coz everywhere gonna sale sale sale..
i love december coz there's always possibility i'm going to singapore..
i love december coz it's holiday..
i love december coz it's christmas month.. i love christmas decor~

every year, i always put a sock in front of my dad's closet n hoping he will put rm50 inside the sock but every year he din do that.. this year i should change my target to put it in front of my mom's closet.. wtf

this year, i dun feel like celebrating christmas, maybe it's becoz i'm waiting for my exam results and i'm not doing well in exam.. that kinda worries me n drag my christmas mood..
anyway, i'm going to singapore end of the month, i'm not really excited about it..
i always love going to singapore coz i love shopping in orchard road till my legs is fuking painful but still insist wanna go shopping..

anyhow, enjoying my holiday to the fullest before the results come out.. im waiting desperately for esprit, mng n zara sales.. i have target wat should i buy if any of them sales..

I NEED A SHORT SKIRT AND PAIR OF HIGH HEELS DESPERATELY!!

Happy holiday to people who are having holiday
Happy study to people who are having classes
Happy working to people who are working.. wtf
Happy fat mou-ing to people who are fat mou-ing like me
Happy sleeping to wendy..