Working life..

I believe most of you all outside experienced what is working life. I experienced that too. I had worked my ass off when i was 18 years old in Chilis Midvalley. I had worked from 9am to 10pm that had merely 1 and half hour to rest and eat. Then went home washed up and went to bed straight for 6 days of working. That kind of life sucks badly where you don't even have a time to watch tv, surf the net, meet up your friends or even go bangsai properly. wtf

To be honest, I love working at there, everything was systematic but I chose to leave because part of my racist problem and I can't seem to deal with some people at there.

Anyhow, these days i seem to be emo, part of it, it's my results release next week. ( I definitely know I will fail Finance, so c ya during summer course lar) I don't want to fail any subject but no matter how i calculate the marks, it just seems that I cant surpass that 50 marks! Duh, just screw it.

I had this question going on and on in me that do I really want to be an accountant? The answer is definitely NO! I seriously don't want to work as an auditor that might work till very late at night. I don't want my working life to be like that!! But to earn more cash, the only option is you have to work hard and possibly find a job that you had passion in, and yeah, i have some passion in accounts. Therefore, being an accountant is my only way out in this point of my life.

If this world doesn't require a stupid degree or master certificate to get a better job, I won't study in college or to be more accurate, I won't studying accountancy as my major.

If I have a chance to choose my ambition since I was young, I wanted to be a dancer but this only apply if I am born in Europe or US. In Europe and US , they offered dancing schools. I really really wanted to learn up maybe ballet or comtemporary after watching So You Think You Can Dance. Part of me wanted to be a dancer because I have a lot of passion in dancing since I was in primary school but just that my mom chose academics over other co-curiculum activities. I don't blame her for shaping my life, cause I wouldn't want to be a dancer in Malaysia cause I don't see myself being a great dancer and mostly I won't be appreciate much as dance industry is a piece of shit and everyone treated as an interest more than a potential job.

Other than dancer, I would seriously love to be a food server or bartender for the rest of my lives. I know I'm not good in social, but these things could be learnt up. I really really love serving food. I don't know why I love it but I just felt a somekind of satisfaction when I served customers and customers actually appreciate it. After I worked as a food server in Chilis, I got so motivated when a customer shows some appreciation to what you had done to serve them. So learn to appreciate whether a food server or a salesperson serve you, it definitely will make your day and make other people's day too.

Another job I always wanted to open a stall in any hawker centre. wtf. This is so true that sometimes I wanted to live such a low life. LOL. I don't underestimate any jobs, I do felt people who cook char kuey teow could make big money but too bad , I don't have any talent in cooking. I went to Penang and ate the very "famous" char kuey teow at Jalan Selamat, they are doing an amazing job by sucking all the customers' money by giving a few huge prawns and there you go, a RM6 char kuey teow for small and RM8 for big but customers are willing to pay!! To be honest, I can't feel anything so spectacular about the char kuey teow, maybe I felt the invisible feel of PENANG CHAR KUEY TEOW? lol

One more job I always wanted to be is BUTCHER'S WIFE!! lol. I can tell you, among all the stalls in wet market, butcher makes the most money. I don't mind faced up pigs or help my husband ta pau pork for the customers, I just want money in my pocket. Moreover, most of the butcher or butcher's son are HOT. wtf. I tell you, it's dam true lor!! Last time when I used to go to wet market with my mom, I saw most of the butcher are quite handsome but just old a bit lar. But their sons are HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT and they are RICH RICH RICH RICH!! Don't say I'm money minded or whatever, which girl doesn't want to marry a rich man and enjoy wealth and luxury after working for so hard at outside right?

So, right now, I should be an accountant dulu, then maybe I would meet a butcher's son that may herit his dad's job. Then I would be wealthy then I would be... okay okay, don't dream. lol. I'm still single and available and open for young men whose dad's is a BUTCHER. lol!!

Currently listening to Proud by Tohoshinki