Plastic Surgery?

Most of the people that consider close to me knows how much I hate my nose. I have big round and flat nose. I actually inherited both of my parent's nose. My dad's nose is flat while my mom's nose is round. So I got the combination of both, that's flat and round.

It's so ugly that I got so much humiliation on my nose that one of my dreams when I was young wrote I WANT TO GET A PLASTIC SURGERY ON MY NOSE. That's how much I hated my nose when I was young..

My nose is that round

My nose is that flat

When I got older, I know how much I appreciate the body my parent gave and I had given up doing plastic surgery on any part of my body. I know my parent will be dead sad if I get surgery in any part. My parent are consider conservative, so a big NONO to plastic surgery.

Just now when I was surfing on forums, I found out a celebrity who had an exact same nose as me but hers WAS uglier.

This is before her nose surgery..
Obviously she did eye surgery on her 2nd pic, no way she got that beautiful eyes. wtf

This is after her nose surgery, eyes surgery and loses some weight with some make up and photoshop touch up.. LOL.. *Pure jealousy* She's not very beautiful but still beautiful right?

FUCK lar!! After I saw the transformation, I want to get plastic surgery again!! If I lose some weight and find a dermatologist to fucking fix my pimpled face and did my nose, I could just like exactly her. I want to resemble like Song Hye Kyo too!!

But plastic surgery has bad effect. Once you did, you can hardly resist yourself from doing another 1.. So I chose not to do plastic surgery although how much I hate the nose.

Self console "My nose can bring wealth to my husband, so good nose , good nose.. shouldn't change it" FUCK lar!! Who fucking believe these stuff?!?!?! i do