Currently I'm using my sister's boyfriend's laptop. Woah woah woah, fucking fast compare to my old 8 year-old pc. I can play facebook's game faster.
Now it's 3.47AM, supposingly I should on the bed lying maybe listening my mp3 or had dozed off, even my fishes are sleeping now.
Suddenly I have the feelings of writing. I love midnight where it is so quiet and peaceful while listening some emo songs, it's the best feeling.
There is 2 more days to December. Tommorrow is the start of the megasales wtf. 1 Dec is the day I will be start working. Aww, time flies.. So fast, December had appeared.
There is 2 more days to day I start my work..
There is 2 months plus to the day I will leave KL
There is 3 more months that I will turn 21 years old
There is 1 and half year I will be graduating and stepped into the society
There is 10 more years I will be getting married wtf
There is 12 more years I will be planning to adopt a child wtf
All this while, I had planned myself a road. I never know I love to plan. I love to plan for my future and I don't like uncertainties. I want myself , my future to be brightful. Therefore, I always plan everything beforehand.
Since young, I always wanted to be an astrologist. I love research about the planets and universe but as when I got older, I lost interest because I couldn't get any support from my parents. They said it's a waste of money to buy a telescope and material. When I stopped loving astrology, I have no more interest in anything. This is where am I , my interest are everywhere. You can talk about sports, politics, news or anything with me, but everything, I am half known because I don't know where is my interests at.
When I came out from National Service, my mom forced me to search for a college. I have so much uncertainties where I don't know what should I study. I suck in science subjects and I don't know where could I go if I take up business courses. I'm stuck in the middle where I am no where good in science subjects and I have no foundation in business.
My mom and sister claim that business are easy. I think the only way out for me would be to study business and start my life all over again. I still remember my mom gave me a list what I want to study, when I see the list, I have nothing I'm interested nor knowledge about it. I just straightly ask my mom, which major can earn the most money? She answered me, be an accountant lar! But it's very suffering. Without much thought, I had aimed myself to be an accountant.
From the day I stepped into the college, I said to myself I have to aim good in accounting subjects. I worked hard to learn accounting and I developed my interest from there. Right now, I absolutely love accounting except accounting theory. I could say, I enjoy doing accounts more than doing anything else now..
So, there is nothing you are not interest in. Just work hard and you will develop interest from it. But I failed to develop interest in finance just because I studied till I cried before the night I had my exam. That's one of my regret in my life.. I know I could do better in Finance..
Signing out at 4.07am.. My last day of holiday. Weekends doesn't count as my holidays..
Happy shopping everyone!!
Currently listening to My Person by Hwanhee
Saturday, November 29, 2008
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2 comments:
gonna marry 10 years later? means 30? dun u think it's abit too old? i tot of this before, guess we have reach the age where we should start to plan things. i tot 6/7 years later im gonna get marry, but...7/8 years of time? it's still early leh, i haven "play" finish, but in 7/8 years of time, we're gonna be 27/28 edi, still dun wan marry? wan wait untill when Ooo...
sometime work hard also doesnt mean u gonna love that thing, i love what i'm studying before i enter foundation year, i still love it when i was in year 1, but...this year im starting to lose interest of it edi...
time really flies,
i still remember clearly the times when i was in primary school, playing with frens, chatting nonchalantly, ah..the innocent days... but just in a blink of an eye, we're gonna face the society in just another year of time.
I always planned to get married at 30. That doesn't change since i was 18. I think 27 or 28, I still doesn't have a stable career and I believe I havent achieve my goals yet. So 30 should be the time I wanted to settle down..
I think you exposed yourself too much in design. That's why you are tired and lose interest in your course
I miss our naivety during primary n secondary.. you got another year to society, i have 1 n half years LOL
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