in the process of stressing out

to be honest, i think i'm stressing myself out..
i feel i have phobia on failing..
failing my econs miserably did hit me quite hard..
when my college starts last week,
i started to study every night..
i started to plan when should i go to library to study for my finals..
i started to cant sleep well..

this feelings sucks..
i even have the thoughts of
dumping my friends..
i wish i dun own friends..
but anyway, this is not happening though..

yesterday night was the last time i would spend my time with lin lin gang in january..
4 out of 6 person will be facing exam till end of jan n middle of feb..
i miss the time dearly..
i miss we went to eat sai mai lou every week
i miss the time we spend our time together refreshing our funny vids we took
i miss the time we watch porn together.. lol

anyway, i think i wont be blogging till february
since i'm not going out this whole january..
i will be staying at home facing computer to do assignment n watch dramas..
sigh.. i love you management assignments..
i hate to do research!!~

Happy New Year~

Happy New Year to everyone~
hope the world is still at peace although the news i watched were nearly all bad news..

i cant believe my 1st post of this year would be a negative post..
yesterday yoke ping msged me in msn asking me " wat time are you going to college tomorrow? "
oh god, i was so shocked!! i tot class will be starting next week..
well, there's the end of my holiday..

going back to college today sucks..
i dragged myself out of bed coz i'm so used to sleeping till 11..

when i saw that building, sigh.. class~~
seriously, i'm so in holiday mood but i totally put a full stop at yesterday night..
went out to yam cha in a very bad mood yesterday night.. argh~ y class starts so soon!!

well, although it's just 1 month course,
but i have 2 assignments and 2 exams in february..
somemore the exams falls on 11 n 14 feb..
11 feb is the 5th day of cny, no happy cny for me~ thank you curtin!!~
14 feb is valentine's day.. although i'm single, but i still need time to hunt for guys to get me occupied.. i'm so single n available.. wtf!
well, no more mood to blog anymore..

anyway, happy new year!~

just to show off to chialing.. we are counting down at sunway pyramid and dump you at home.. muahaha!~ we definitely had fun without u