Melamine cow

After finishing my accounting assignment, I had kept on sleeping and sleeping and sleeping for the two days. This morning my mom forgotten to bring her keys, she had to go to my neighbour call my handphone but I left it at the living hall, then call my house phone but I totally ignore! LOL So my mom have to scream at my neighbour's backyard to wake me up! LOL I can't believe I'm so pig and I slept at 11pm yesterday plus 1 hour of nap. I'm so tired these days and guess what, I'm sleepy now and it's only 10.44pm!

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You know these days milk contains melamine is all over the news. Of course, I own a cow call Chang Minnie. wtf. Although I know milk made is China mostly contains melamine and unfortunately my cow is made in China too. I'm too afraid that she contains melamine, so I took it and washed it yesterday.

Before she went to bom bom..
Dirty and poisonous..

she totally reluctantly let off from me..

staring at the water..

trying to use her smile to hypnotise me..

but FAIL!!

she looks way too cute here..

washing off the melamine..
see how poisonous is she with that colour of water?

in order to make sure that she is melamine-free, I have to throw her into the washing machine to spin it..

now CLEAN and FREE FROM MELAMINE
she even glows during the sunny days..

clean and smells good..
notice I had changed something?
sigh.. photos doesn't show it good..
well, it's not plastic surgery, I still have flat nose.. wtf

Good morning..

Good morning!! Guess what time I woke up this morning? wtf..

IT'S 6.45AM!!

Once my alarm rang, I straightly woke up and washed up n do....

my accounting assignment online..

Sigh, I'm too kiam siap to pay AUD$50 that's why I have to get up early to snatch one and only 4 hours time slot.

This online assignment, we have to do it online. DUH! The problem is they only provide us the time from 9-5pm Sydney time which is 7-3pm M'sia time. We can use 4 hours session a day but there's only 1 slot! That's why I have to wake up early to reserve my 7-11am time slot. But suddenly I forget the format and I can't find it in my textbook, so I just give up and ask for my friend on the format. Sigh, I could have finish it by today!!

Anyway..

My dad was so surprisingly asked me, "today you got exam?"

My mom also shockingly asked me, "why you wake up so early!?"

sigh, I got such a bad reputation on waking up early.. why everyone is so surprise? because who gonna wake up at 6.45am on saturday!! Unless you got to go for work lar..

Anyhow, I'm quite done with my online assignment, just left 2 more to go.. Tomorrow I'm gonna wake up at 6.45am again!!

I'm going to shopping today!!!

Yeah, stupid me.. I go shopping nearly every week.. lol

Bye~

I realised I didn't post my pic for a long time. Wendy might forget how I look.. wtf

My Changminnie doesn't have melamine in his milk.. wtf

Have you listen Erotic? I mean Mirotic..

MIROTIC MV IS OUT!!

JUNSU is so fucking HOT!!

I can't concentrate on my two fucking law essays!! HOW COME?

The song to me is not addictive but after I watched the MV, omg, I just became a fangirl and watching it repeatedly. The video is so hot and better than what I expected but I wish Hero won't catch a cold with that bare chest suit. All of them are wearing sexy clothes which I think it's too revealing. I'm serious, although how much I adores watching topless guys, I just wish they could wear some more clothes and especially Hero. I know you have six pack but you don't own a perfect body like Rain to do that. LOL

Yesterday they had a showcase for their new album in Korea, I watched some of the performance, all I can say JUNSU is so dam fucking hot! That's all.. Others? I don't care! Junsu still melt me with his sweet and yet strong voice. Moreover, he got more focus this time! Yeah, more than Hero! I noticed he got to dance in the middle more than any other members or I'm only watching him.

But anyhow, I can't wait to watch their comeback on this Sunday. I can't wait they will be appearing in Family Outing (a korean reality show, duh). Oh my god, I have so much of theirs to catch up!~

Please bare with me these few months where I will constantly talk about Junsu, Junsu and Junsu. He had never become so hot before!~

Beethoven Virus

I caught this name "Beethoven Virus" very interesting. It makes me wanted to know in depth
about this name. This is a Korean drama which talks about the passion and love on performing classical music in an orchestra.

Yesterday I found out that episode 1 of the subtitles was released and I wanted to give it a try since the whole concept of the drama is so new to me. After I watch it, I LOVE THE DRAMA SO MUCH SO MUCH!! The concept is so new and fresh as compared to TVB drama. I think I watched too much TVB drama and I need something fresh to rejuvenate myself. This drama is something I haven't watch before, and not much people would do a orchestra theme drama. Moreover, the main actor is HOT!! LOL

But in contrary, I feel the drama will be boring as it goes by. It talks about triangle love again!! No matter how many K-drama I watched, why must they have triangle love? The whole plot is just getting boring! But anyhow, I will watch the drama since the subtitles will released in a week or two that I feel I can catch it up with my busy college life. Yeah, I have trouble catching up Moonlight Resonance, I'm still at ep22!! Somemore few more TVB dramas I wanted to watch are coming up, how am I going to watch all of them?

Anyway, reality TV streak is starting now. Amazing Race US and Asia, Survivor, Project Runway, ANTM are starting. I couldn't feel much happier as my life is fill with new things and not boring TVB drama and assignments..

Mirotic or Erotic?

BoA's America debut songs call "Eat you Up"
DBSK's fourth album's title song is "MIROTIC"

What the hell is SM Ent (BoA and DBSK are under the same company) is doing? Why they would come up with this kind of name?

Mirotic sounds like erotic to me! How can people come out with funny names like these. I don't really blame the singers as the two songs were produced by the same producer. So the funny names are coming from the producer?

Well, the album cover isn't appealing at all (to me lar). It looks like some martial art movie poster. Another thing, I don't like revealing clothes photo. I don't know why I suddenly become so conservative, but I like guys with clothes. LOL

I watched the 20 secs teaser of the new video, I have somekind of expectation that it would have some erotic scene LOL but it doesnt have. If I happened to have a sex video, I would name it as MIROTIC cause the first thing when mirotic mentioned, my brain will link to erotic.

Gawd, I wonder why people will come out with these names...

"And if you are curious, the title is actually derived from the Chinese character or Hanja, “miro’ which means labyrinth and the English suffix “tic.” So, unfortunately, no erotic mirrors were involved."
credit: popseoul

does we have a chinese character call MIRO? labyrinth? Labyrinth in chinese is 迷路，迷宫，难解的事物. So it means something complex or loss? So it doesnt link to erotic anyway..

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Anyway, erotic just makes me think of Rain. Recently I found some Rain's photo and I did have eye orgasm again. LOL.

The way he kept his body is by eating chicken breast and vegetable. I always eat KFC's chicken breast and vegetables but I wonder why I do not have a fit body as him.

having eye orgasm like me?

I'm not conservative anyway, I like to see topless guy. Who doesn't? YOU? you're abnormal..

Is is necessary?

These few days Malaysian politics are just full of ISA ISA n ISA.. Now the whole Malaysia knows "Oh, there's a thing call ISA who catch whoever they want." What the hell are they for? I don't know what's the purpose of this so call Internal Security Act that suppose to detain criminals that had seriously threatened the publics. What did Sin Chew's reporter, Raja Petra, and Teresa Kok did to Malaysian society?

If someone thinks that ISA detain the reporter for safety issue, just tell yourself you're DUMB. That's a stupid reason to tell the public. What can they protect from ISA that send her all the way from Penang to Bukit Aman then send her back again to Penang for that fucking 18 hours? How about just provide her 24 hours protection lar, why have to waste petrol send her here n there for just that 18 hours protection? Oh god, they actually think Malaysian are so stupid and dumb to actually believe them?

I'm not going to talk about the reporter and Raja Petra because I didn't follow their controversy.

"The reports were lodged over an allegation by former Selangor Mentri Besar Datuk Seri Dr Mohamad Khir Toyo that Kok had tried to prohibit the “azan” call to prayer at mosques and surau in Kota Damansara, Sri Serdang and Puchong Jaya."

Full article just click here --> The stars

I did really care about Teresa Kok because she's the MP for Seputeh which is the place where I stays. I don't really understand the whole controversy where it started from the Kota Baru and Shah Alam's mosque. She called the mosque to actually stop putting Azan? What the fuck lar, if she did that, is it necessary to call ISA to detain her? That's so ridiculous! The police don't have the power to detain her?

I tried to do some understanding from the news, I caught this article quite disturbing..

“Everyone can do these things freely. The action taken was not because of the press, but because there have been things which were thought to threaten the safety or harmony between the different communities,” he(Information Minister Datuk Ahmad Shabery Cheek) said.

In Kota Baru, Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department Datuk Seri Dr Ahmad Zahid Hamidi said those detained on Friday had themselves to blame because they chose to ignore racial and religious sensitivities of the country.

Full article just click here --> thestars..

"threaten the safety or harmony between the different communities" - Those 3 have threaten the safety and harmony but how about Ahmad Ismail? I don't get it!! Ahmad Ismail wants to go all around Malaysia to give speech on what rights Malays should have and even call Chinese stop being American Jews. He fucking offended the Chinese and he's just suspended for 3 years and freely fucking talk about his close minded theory outside whereas Raja Petra and Teresa Kok are detained. Ahmad should be detained not them! He had caused so much unnecessary controversy and had threaten the safety or harmony between the different communities.

I am so fucking depressed and disappointed how the whole Malaysian politics is going on. I am depressed part of the Malays are so fucking racist and wants all the power. Malays have so much rights and powers they had but they never fucking appreciate it but abusing it by doing corruption and giving stupid excuses by doing this n that.

I'm so saddened over detaining Teresa Kok. Although I don't know her personally but after so many years being Seputeh's MP, she's doing a great job. She always help us to get our rights and fight for our rights. Remember the Chinese were stripped naked in the police station? That happened just in Seputeh's police station and she fought for them! This had impressed me so much so much.

DAP are having vigils for her and Raja Petra. I hope I could be there to support her since DAP office is quite near my house. But too bad, my mom sure forbid me to go, I think it's the time I should stand up to fight for our rights. I'm sick of how part of the specific race are doing this to Malaysian. This is defaming Malaysia and other countries are looking at Malaysia as a joke! I really wish this whole controversy will end soon and the whole racist thingy just end it! Who are the flamers, we are the educated and intelligent Malaysian should know, we are not stupid like last time.

College Bitching..

One of my friends created this College Bitching website where you can bitch about your college. Well, I just posted a post at there. It's something I had encountered this Friday.

"This is about Metropolitan College. (Again? yeah again)

Basically, my friend and I are planning to go to Miri Curtin next semester. So we went to the Curtin Dept to ask about what procedure or anything we should do to in order to transfer our credit to there..

The people at there actually answered us impatiently and kinda scolded us why we didn't attend the meeting about the student transfer to Curtin Perth. Of course we replied her that we didn't know about it because we're going to Curtin MIRI not CURTIN PERTH!! They just scolded us that it's the same procedure and blar blar blar.

Hey, I noticed the notice at the notice board but it was written TRANSFER TO BENTLEY CAMPUS but not Miri Campus. I thought it's different procedure. How do the hell I know they are doing it in the same procedure like we are the god?

So when she's giving us the form, we asked her more about the information, she answered us in total impatient tone.

US: So, where can we see the notice?
The girl in curtin dept: HELLO? Of course it's at the notice board. It's just outside here only!!

I'm so pissed off with the tone she's answering me like we are dumb ass! I'm so fed up people in Curtin dept as I have feel unhappy encountered but they are those normal encounters as other students experience. I highly recommend that some of the curtin staff should go through some management anger lectures cause the students are totally not satisfy with the treatment we got. We are giving them salaries and we are their boss!!"

Well, I totally think Metropolitan College Curtin Dept is sucks to a certain extent (but I love Metropolitan main office dept). We're paying a lot but I don't get the quality in return. But I'm not complaining much just I'm not getting what I worth in paying that big sum of money. But lalala~ I'm leaving this college for god sake. There are so much more cruel encounters my friends had with the Curtin Dept, but I'm lazy to type it here.

Currently listening to Hey Mr Big by Lee Hyori ( what a title )

Walk away...

"I was naive, ur love was like candy, artificially sweet
I was deviced by the wrapping
Got caught in ur web n' I learned how 2 bleed
I was prey in ur bed n' devoured completely"

Walk away by Christina Aguilera

This morning when I was driving to college, I brought myself with Christina's Stripped CD which I don't know how long I haven't put this CD in player. Walk away is one of my favourite songs in this CD. That time, I was still in secondary school and wasn't matured enough to listen this kind of deep songs.

Today, when this played back, I listened to the lyrics intentively and I finally understand and feel the sadness she wanted to potray in the songs.


This lyrics brings me back a lot of sad memory that I don't even want to remember. I was naive and I was in love with a person that I shouldn't be. That's why I kept this secret to everyone, even my bestest friends. None of them knows it.

Recently I splured it out to one of my friends, she was so shock. She said I'm so unpredictable for doing such things. Although I'm so unpredictable sometimes, but I wish this memory could be erase in my mind.

I never love to talk about my relationship towards anyone and anybody. I don't feel like revealing myself. In front of my friends, I always set the future-boyfriend or husband to a certain extent that is very hard to achieve. But in my real life, do you think I want that kind of guy? I said I want a rich guy, but the truth, I had never ever wanted a rich guy to be my boyfriend or husband. No, it not necessary to be rich but it is still better to be rich, wtf. I never wanted to be vulnerable in love cause I'm afraid that I will be hurt again.

My friends always ask me when do I need to find a boyfriend. Well, to be honest, I'm not even ready for a relationship. I don't want to get committed just because for the sake of satisfying my friends' demand. Although one by one all my friends are getting a partner while I'm still single, I had never got jealous by anyone of it cause I feel being single is equivalent to freedom. My mom still havent release me and you still want a guy to actually lock me up? No way..

Well, I think I have to go to class. I don't know why I splurred them out. There's so much secret I'm keeping away from people. I feel I could trust no one. People are somekind related, secrets are slowly spreading out, that's why I don't feel like telling anyone about it, and it's none of your business too.. lol

BoA is debuting in USA

BOA IS DEBUTING IN USA!! I finally could see something different from her boring Japan performance although I adore all of her Japanese songs but it's just getting boring with the same genre of songs..

I know today she will be holding a press conference in Korea and I quickly logged into the internet to find more news about it after my lunch in college. Guess what? I'm quite disappointed with the songs and the style she's going.

The debut song is "EAT YOU UP".. WTF!! Cant they have a better name for it? Well, I had heard the teaser of the song and I don't like the song at all. I think it's just because I'm too in love with ballads and pop songs. I totally don't like hip hop or rnb or whatever the genre she's going for. I just realised that I don't like US songs anymore! Whenever my sister downloaded any English songs, it's not that addictive or getting my attention anymore..

Well, I think I'm not going to get addicted to her US singles which will be releasing on Oct. So I can save my money for other things too.. wtf

And the teaser of the video for the US version sucks... but I totally love the concept for Korean Version. Korean director is better than US director?

US version totally going for sexual route which I don't like it at all. It's just weird to watch my favourite singer who is not into the sexy thingy then suddenly you're watching her strutting all the sexy poses. The whole video just look cheap even the background they used..

Korean version is totally my type, all about strong dancing. Even the background is better and look more costly.

US version

Korean Version

Is gambling fun?

I don't know how long I haven't been here in my blog. College is so stressful, need I mention again? Sigh.. Exams are just next week, while my whole brain is still blank.

Today heard a phone conversation on my mom n my aunty. It's a sad thing that one of my uncle had heart problem. My mom called my aunty to concern about the situation and the conversation leads to borrow money. This thought had been running in my head tossing and turning. I don't know where do I talk to cause it's 2.30am. Who still online and listen to my naggy stuff?

Well, I know operations needs a lot of money. My family had been through that too. I am not cruel. The whole family have no financial burden at all. None of the children are still studying and all 4 of them are working. Why can't they afford the operation cost whereas the relatives and my family have to bear the operation costs? 3 out of 4 children are degree holder and I believe they are earning a good salary. Why do they need to borrow money from us again? I had grew up hating this family, I don't care they are my relatives or whatever.. They borrow my dad's money, not to say borrow actually. My dad gave them money again and again since when I was in primary school where I witnessed myself how pathetic the mother is to beg for money from my parents.

Moreover, the children university cost is not bear by the parents!! It's bear by my another relatives. WTF!! They got so much free stuff and they don't know how to appreciate all the money that my parents and my relatives gave? Everytime I saw them using better handphones than me, having more cds than me wtf, having more luxury things than me, THAT MAKE ME SICK!! It's not because I'm jealous, I know how much my financial can afford me to. But what the fuck lar, they suppose to be poorer than my family then how come they afford better handphone than I am? I wanted to stranggle the whole family..

Later on, I discovered what made them NO MONEY. This is what I hated the most and which my nearly my whole family tree members are addicted to. THAT'S GAMBLING.

My uncle is involved in gambling and alcohol abuse, having affairs, whatever you think of, he did that. So karma did its work and he doesn't live good in the last few years.

I have another uncle who borrowed money from dai yi long ( what it call in english ar?) because of gambling.

My dad also involved in addiction of gambling but I don't want to mention about it cause it's my dad wtf.. But it's not serious, no big ears come to my house.. lol

The aunty I mentioned, she nearly go to Genting every week. I don't know she wins or loses, but she claims that she wins nearly everytime. I've been to casino and I know how much is the possibility to win and lose. You can win a few times but not nearly everytime. And I assume she lost a lot till she have to borrow money from relatives.

You can see how much I hate gambling. I had seriously adviced a lot of my friends for not buying lottery or addicted in gambling. But they don't care.. It had ruined so much so much of a person's integrity. They lost all my respects but not my dad, wtf.

It's real real sad when you are old, there's no money for you to do operation or cure any sicknesses. Money is always human's best friend. Learn to appreciate money and not gamble. Gambling is a high risk game. If you have no money, you can't afford the risk.

Whatever lar~ My dad is now dam pissed that he has to vomit money again. I'M PISSED TOO!! That's for my education fees!!!

Stress..

Level of Stress : Maximum

Doing: Law weekly assignment

Thinking: Sleep!!

Hoping: My brain can concentrate without distracting me to online..

Craving: DRAMA and gossips.. So outdated edi la me..

Level of amount of stress is equivalent to the final exam. I'm suffering insomnia again.. I never experienced insomnia since my finals. When I got insomnia, I know I'm stressing myself. Pimples popping up, face getting more rashes and scars. Thanks to Accounting and Law weekly assignment. I need my beauty sleep!!

Aww.. So stressful..

Currently listening to Dido's Hunter