Random..

Long long time I didn't blog about my life after my exam. My holiday is boring, all I am doing is watching drama and drama and drama and drama again.

It's been a while I camwhored myself. Suddenly I lost all my interest in camwhoring. wtf

This is the photos I took at my last day of exam..

My cheat sheet for my final Accounting Managerial paper

This paper is allow to bring into the exam hall. I didn't cheat. I spent 2 days to write this paper front and back.

Full of pimples face on my last day of exam
Stress free of my face. No pimples edi. Actually I photoshopped it away LOL

During my 2 weeks of holiday, I finally finished up watching Moonlight Resonance! FINALLY! But I still feel the drama is too overrated, the drama is just okay!
The drama is not interesting and that's why I still have time to play Color Accent function on my camera to take this photo. I absolutely love this photo as I took this at the right time.

Other than that, last week I met with my long lost boyfriend, Steven Gerrard! My favourite football player ever..

Q: What so handsome about him?
A: I like him because of the lines on the forehead wtf

I also had watched Madagascar with my friends last week. The movie is funny but I am expecting more. Can't wait my Ice Age 3!!
My sister brought the Alex hairband from McD. Actually I got Melman's hairband too, but my sister gave it to a kid in kindergarten. Oh, I hate kids.
Anyway, my sister just bought Gloria's hairband yesterday. My house is full of hairband

Rawr!!~

As you can see, my camwhore skills had deteriorated a lot. All I'm doing is smile~ Nothing else.
When I was playing my sis's bf's lappie, I found my long lost camwhore machine, that's webcam..

At first, take some decent photos first with my dolls...
Then try to act like I'm 16 years old.. claimed by my mom
Then started to act horror movie. Sorry for the sucky choice of border, I was just experimenting..
I'm back to become fa hao edi... sigh

I'm addicted in camwhoring but the lappie is not with me anymore. I wan a lappie to camwhore!!

Currently listening to If by Taeyeon

In the middle of the night..

Currently I'm using my sister's boyfriend's laptop. Woah woah woah, fucking fast compare to my old 8 year-old pc. I can play facebook's game faster.

Now it's 3.47AM, supposingly I should on the bed lying maybe listening my mp3 or had dozed off, even my fishes are sleeping now.

Suddenly I have the feelings of writing. I love midnight where it is so quiet and peaceful while listening some emo songs, it's the best feeling.

There is 2 more days to December. Tommorrow is the start of the megasales wtf. 1 Dec is the day I will be start working. Aww, time flies.. So fast, December had appeared.

There is 2 more days to day I start my work..
There is 2 months plus to the day I will leave KL
There is 3 more months that I will turn 21 years old
There is 1 and half year I will be graduating and stepped into the society
There is 10 more years I will be getting married wtf
There is 12 more years I will be planning to adopt a child wtf

All this while, I had planned myself a road. I never know I love to plan. I love to plan for my future and I don't like uncertainties. I want myself , my future to be brightful. Therefore, I always plan everything beforehand.

Since young, I always wanted to be an astrologist. I love research about the planets and universe but as when I got older, I lost interest because I couldn't get any support from my parents. They said it's a waste of money to buy a telescope and material. When I stopped loving astrology, I have no more interest in anything. This is where am I , my interest are everywhere. You can talk about sports, politics, news or anything with me, but everything, I am half known because I don't know where is my interests at.

When I came out from National Service, my mom forced me to search for a college. I have so much uncertainties where I don't know what should I study. I suck in science subjects and I don't know where could I go if I take up business courses. I'm stuck in the middle where I am no where good in science subjects and I have no foundation in business.

My mom and sister claim that business are easy. I think the only way out for me would be to study business and start my life all over again. I still remember my mom gave me a list what I want to study, when I see the list, I have nothing I'm interested nor knowledge about it. I just straightly ask my mom, which major can earn the most money? She answered me, be an accountant lar! But it's very suffering. Without much thought, I had aimed myself to be an accountant.

From the day I stepped into the college, I said to myself I have to aim good in accounting subjects. I worked hard to learn accounting and I developed my interest from there. Right now, I absolutely love accounting except accounting theory. I could say, I enjoy doing accounts more than doing anything else now..

So, there is nothing you are not interest in. Just work hard and you will develop interest from it. But I failed to develop interest in finance just because I studied till I cried before the night I had my exam. That's one of my regret in my life.. I know I could do better in Finance..

Signing out at 4.07am.. My last day of holiday. Weekends doesn't count as my holidays..
Happy shopping everyone!!
Currently listening to My Person by Hwanhee

Happy Birthday Myit version...

Aih.. Now it's meiyit's turn... Another attention seeker bitch..

Why do I say that?

Well, we know each other since F2. It is because during Kemahiran Hidup class, I have to sit beside you. Then we know each other. Do you remember we have to sew a tissue box right? Is that in F3? LOL okay, whatever year.. I still remember you did the tissue box very nicely and keep on showing off that you did it so nice. It's not because you did it well lor, it's our teacher who did your tissue box and I helped you a lot lor! Somemore steal my idea to put the ribbons on the tissue box, if it's not me, you won't get an A ar!! okay?

Okay, then on F3, sigh. Seriously, I really beh tahan you. You just sitted 1 table back from my table. Your voice is so annoying. I can non-stop listening your 'hrrrk hrrk hrrrrrrrrk~~~" laughing voice. It's so annoying!!!!! I felt like strangled your neck to stop you from laughing. Once you laugh, you can't stop then become a tomato face. I know you are from Cameron Highland and I am dam fucking jealous about it, but please control yourself. Once you become a tomato, the whole class will be looking at you. Are you trying to get attention with that red face?

On F4, you are bitchier than last time. You know why? You got influenced by the girl who you sit beside with. Yeah, Chialing!! She's a bitch. Since Chialing failed to kao Andrew, head prefect, both of you are so desperate that you need to kao KK, the tall and skinny prefect obvious?. Why both of you like prefects so much? Just to get news when they will spot check? What you both wanna bring to school? Colourful bra again?

During F5, you and Chialing still bitchy. Because you sit in front of me, both of you always turn back to me to discuss the girls in the class.
Meiyit: Eh, Chai Huey, do you feel XX's breast is very big and doh?
Chai Huey: I think she's big lar, not so fast doh gua.
Chia Ling: No lor. You try to compare with your breast, although you're breast is big but not doh lor. Her breast so doh!
Meiyit: Yaloh. So young breast doh jor. Old man also don't want ar!
Chia Ling: Yaloh yaloh! When the man see edi oso immediately not high! Dick cannot stand up
Meiyit and Chialing: HAHAHAAHAHAHA
Chai Huey: ...........

Then another case, try to get guys... sigh
Meiyit: Eh, Laywee ar, our class monitor, very leng chai right?
Chia Ling: Yaloh. Not bad leh!! Better than KK a lot lor!!
Chai Huey: *Take a look* Not bad lar. Just a bit gay only..
Meiyit: Where got!! He's so leng chai! My white horse prince...
Chai Huey: =.= Then kao him lar..
Meiyit: Hmm.. thinking how to get to know him. Chialing, what should I do? Should I wear colourful bra?
Chia Ling: Black bra better.. Black bra symbolize sexy.
Meiyit: Okay! Tomorrow I will wear black bra...
**But then, meiyit fails to kao him..

Now?
Chai Huey: Do you still feel Laywee leng chai?
Meiyit: Laywee? Leng chai? OMG!! He's so gay! Call him sao pei..
Chai Huey: Last time you said he's very leng chai woh..
Meiyit: Last time I blind edi. My boyfriend is much more leng chai than him..
**Laywee, please don't get hurt..

Do you still remember during F5 recess period, me you Chialing Poh Kuan, have a pee competition? You always get the last even you tried your best to beat ChiaLing. What are you actually doing in the toilet? We have timed your pee, you always stay inside the cubicle for 5 minutes, are you using bikar to measure how much you had peed today?

In the class, me you Chialing and Pohkuan are known as the 4 Golden Flowers, wtf so liong translated to english, or sadly to said, it's sampat poh. Do you know why we are called sampat poh. It's because your "hrrrk hrrrk hrrrrrrrrrrrrk~~~" loud laughing sound. Then pretend cannot stop laughing then turn into a tomato head then everybody notice YOU only. Getting attention again?

Over with our secondary school. We lost contact for a while then later I don't know how suddenly you appear in my life. wtf. I remembered once I met you outside of your college, you don't even want to say Hi to me and walk away from me! I know you noticed me! How can you be an arrogant bitch?

I thought our friendship was over, then all of a sudden I saw you appearing in my gang yam cha session.Then treat us so good. Then trying to wear sexy clothes to seduce Tony and Munwai, so next time they will definitely call you out for yam cha. Omg, there's no better guy to seduce? So in forced, you are in my gang edi all over again.

When we're celebrating for your birthday, you purposely wear spaghetti strap dress to seduce Munwai and Tony. Although I see countless people wearing those skimpy shirts but both of the guys haven't. When they saw you getting off the car, they keep on lose control, " wah you see Myit wear spaghetti strap eh!! See see so sexy"

No offence the things I wrote above. Tony and Munwai forced me to write it but the ideas are mine.. hehe..
Anyway Happy Birthday although it's a bit late!! You are dam cheapskate you didn't order anything in the restaurant. LOL

My person

Currently I'm still watching the korean drama, Beethoven Virus. I had dumped the drama for my busy assignment and exams. Right now I'm so hooked by the drama. It's so dam good especially one of the actor, although he's old but his acting skills is impeccable fabulous. Waiting 4 hours to download 800mb per episode is dam dreading. I should download it earlier!!

Besides the drama, the OST is amazing too. Finally I heard some classic orchestra music, they are LOVE!! After listening it, when I talk or walk, it just have somekind of high class scent coming out from my body.

One of songs in the OST is so dam good. Not only the song, the singer is so so amazing. I'm so drowned in his voice.

The song is My Person by Hwanhee from Fly to the Sky. I just became his fan! I will find out more about him these few days. His voice is LOVE!!

Try listen the songs, although you don't understand, just listen the songs and his voice. He's one of the best singer I heard so far.

And!! HE'S FUCKING HANDSOME!! although he gone through plastic surgery.. But who cares, his voice can melt anybody!

He don't look like Asian because he did eye and nose job..

The cigarettes his hand holding spoil the photo..

Hot right? Hotter than Junsu and Junho.. I can dump Junsu and Junho lu~~~ LOL

What is this world?

The video is about Changmin, a TVXQ member, got hit by 2 Chinese girl just because some unknown issues. Although the video is not shooting at Changmin who got hit, but from Junsu's expression and "omo omo!!" and Micky's reaction of defending then Changmin adjusting his beanie, which add up things and witnesses from forums I read, Changmin got hit by the girls. and poor them, they couldn't do anything except walking away. What did he do to them to make such impulsive moves?

The girls were chinese and I kinda heard what they shouted. They actually cursed Changmin to die. I repeated multiple times and I heard this from the girl "我咒你和你全家不得好死！". Oh my god, in my life, I would never ever curse a person and person's family to death! That's the worst sin that comes out from the mouth.

When I watched the video, it nearly put me in tears. Not because Changmin got hurt. I'm not a fan of him! It is because how can an anti-fan to be so extreme to hit a celebrity? I'm so sick of anti fans hurting celeb! They did nothing wrong for you to hate them! What kind of world I'm staying now? There are so many celebrities out there who are earning a living actually being harmed by these unknown anti-fans. Although you don't like the celebrity, but please think a bit before you act.

Like previously, I don't know which celebrity, an anti fan put superglue into the drink and give it to the celeb as a gift. There's a lot of incident I heard and I had forgotten most of it. but I just don't understand why people have to act certain ways to hurt people? Can't we live in peace with more tolerance and caring? Maybe the anti fans should join the terrorists, they should perform well since they are so heartless to people.

Okay okay, some of you may think I'm acting like a mui mui chai again. But sometimes I just don't understand why people have to act like that. Changmin is not hurt just I couldn't stand the anti fans.

Cardigan

I need a cardigan badly. I always in love with cardigan but the price always turn me off.

Whenever I want to buy clothes with my own money, I am very very picky till my mom and sister can't really stand it.

Last few weeks, I saw a Zara cardigan that cost around RM129.90, I won't spend that much on a cardigan. Then last week I saw a very elegant cardigan from G2000 Blu but cost me around RM179.90. Sigh, why must a cardigan cost that expensive? My budget is under RM100 and it is a big amount of money to me just because I'm paying for it!

I need a cardigan which is very long and stripes would be the best. I just found the cardigan I like just now...
Just ignore the bare chest and the unmatched make up between his chest and his face. I want this cardigan dam dam dam dam dam badly!!!

I like stripes a lot, especially I still don't have this combination yet. Sigh.. I should get my butt off from the computer for some shopping.

Currently listening to Balloon by TVXQ

Happy Birthday Lavy version..

Lavy lavy lavy... even the name sounds so gayish...

It took me around 2 days to brainstorm what to write about you.

Let's start how we know each other. Hmm, to be honest, I know your existence since primary school since I'm same class with your brother. Although I am not close with your younger brother but I still know both of you are very close at that time.

Then on form 3, we are in the same class and you are the class monitor. I still remembered that you elected me as Ketua PJK just because I sat in front and no girls are willing to be it. Wtf, why I have such a good memory all of a sudden?

I found it quite funny where all 6 of Lin Lin are in the same class but we are not close at all. Okay, all 4 of you are quite close except chia ling and me because we aren't the same gang.

I know why you act a bit gayish. It is because you sat with R(a gay) on form 3! Actually do you know where I sat? I was just 1 desk away from you. What you did with R I can see it clearly! I once saw you touched R's thigh up and down then whisper in his ear. Eww, I'm having goosebumps now.

Then another incident where it happened during PJK. I'm a girl who likes to see guys rather than doing exercise, I once saw you and R hold hands playing pepsi cola (the game where you stepped on each other's foot). Just 2 of you only and both of you played happily and keep on laughing and of course touching here and there.

Later on, our class are too noisy and Puan Koh switched all of our places. You were forced to separate from your darling R. Fortunately, Puan Koh put me sit just next to R. When I sit with R, he told me a lot of happy memories between you and him.

He once said both of you love dancing and love to dance especially those intimate dances where there's a lot of skin contact. The favourite dances are "对你爱爱爱不完" by Aaron Kwok and some other which I don't remember.

Other than that, you confessed to R that you want to couple with him by writing on MY TABLE! Although my table is just next to him, but please don't write disgusting words on my table! It was not rub off and I could read the conversation! I still rmb it clearly..

You: We know each other for quite some time, you know my feelings rite?
R: What do you mean?
You: I love you..
R: Are you kidding?
You: No! I'm serious. I'm excited to come to school everyday, because I can see you smile and it make me smile.
R: Sorry, I actually like Tony Tan
*Then you rushed to the toilet and cry for hours - Proved by Tony Tan*

After being hurt, you had changed yourself to love girls.

Then F5, again you are hurt. You like a girl but the girl don't like you instead she likes the girl who sat just beside of her. Then you ran over to me, munwai and tony to tell us that the girl you like actually likes another girl. LOL Okay, I should stop digging your sad history before you cried out loud

Well, after we graduated from secondary school. Whenever we went out for a movie or yam cha in a mall, you are definitely attracted to gays.

Firstly, when you worked in Sub, there was a guy was trying to get you by zipping his pant. When we went out for lunch, you and I walked together and have a bit of chat, you said when you are zipping the guy's pant, you felt a bit of excitement and you were afraid that you will become a gay again and ask for my advice.

Secondly, one day after we went for a movie, you, tony and munwai went to the toilet. From Munwai's witness, when you were walking in, you kept on staring a guy with big butt. Munwai felt weird but he thought you were staring because of the big butt. Later, when Munwai came out from his cubicle, he saw you were smiling gayly towards the guy with big butt at the washing area. You once wanted to pinch his butt while the guy with big butt was washing his hand but Munwai quickly stopped you from doing that. You again, seek me for advice again..

Thirdly, please refer to this post to refresh your memory on this gay experience. Actually there are more conservation we had chatted.
You: Huey!! I nearly wanted to admit I'm gay!! What to do?
Me: Eh, you are gay lar. Just admit you're gay okay?
You: I'm not gay! I love girls.
Me: Then who do you like?
You: Err.. I like Tony? Oh shit! How now?
Me: How can you like Tony? He's a guy!
You: I also don't know! I just can't control my feelings! I don't know why whenever I see him, I just feel like touching him and tell him how much I love him! How how how? Tell me how?
Me: Just confess to him. I will stand by your side. You should give it a try since I found Tony is a bit interested in you too.
After then, you confessed to Tony through msn...
You: Tony, I love you..
Tony: *&$(#^&$#(%*_)!!! What are you talking!!!
You: Serious.. I have feelings for you for quite a long time..
Tony: Please lar, although I'm gay, I'm being a girl. I like manly gay guys but not you!
Once again, you have been hurt...

Haha.. Okay, I think I am enough with the gay experiences you had. But I wont talk others since the main theme is GAY

I had made a compilation of gay photos of you. It took me 1 hour to find the program and learn how to make this thing but actually all I need to do is click a few things. LOL I only manage to take a few pictures coz most of it I had burnt it into CD.

You can enlarge them to watch it clearly. It's 4mb+
Notice the topless blurry effect? I purposely make it for your tits' image!!

There are 2 videos I wanted to share but I made it private for Lin Lin only. I hope you enjoy the sohai-ness of Lavy where me and Munwai filmed the video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-SuhUWWrGCY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R60-OhCmShg

Lastly, thanks for your dinner that night. I apologized for taking you for granted that you have to pay us for an expensive dinner. I really enjoyed that night!

Oh, so sohai!~

Anyway, above it all it's all fake, I made all the stories all up. I know I had take certain issues over the limit, but please don't believe anything above it. Laywee is not a gay, all this while he likes girls. He has a girlfriend. His girlfriend is me!

Oh okay, I'm making stories again, he's not my boyfriend.

I'm tired..

These days, I have finally settled down to have a few thoughts running through my head.

In a group of friends, we usually claimed that we are best friends this and that. But the truth, there are some people don't like certain people in the group, some suspect that, some don't want certain people to know the secret, some people even backstab in the group of friends (I'm really good at wtf...)

But, I seriously hate people hiding secrets and things from me. It happened to me often when A told B about certain things, B don't want to tell other best friends in the group, then it became a secret between A and B. We are suppose to be a group of friend, I don't understand why other friends cannot know certain things, why some of them aren't suppose to know. There suppose to be nothing to hide from it.

Sometimes there are things I wanted to know, I wanted to understand, I wanted to concern about my friends. But some people just don't want to tell the truth and making me half known about the problem. I dont understand what's the meaning of "a group of friends" then. If anything also keep in secret, and has the intention to hide it, then the meaning of the whole group of friendship had lost the soul. Sometimes I thought I know my best friends a lot, but it turns out I'm not..

I know I may hinting something, but things running through my head, I think other friends and I are suppose to know. If he/she wants to keep the secret and know the secret as much as they want or he/she thinks that he/she owns the most secret then he/she is the most valuable asset in the group, just be it.. I'm sick of certain times where you don't want to tell me certain things which left me a dumb dumb person.

I am very emo now. I'm in dilemma with a lot of things.
I hate uncertainties, I hate things just aren't going my way, I hate it when I wanted to but I don't know anything..

Currently listening to Scolded by Lee Hyori

Happy Birthday Tony version...

Since my Chialing birthday wish post is so layan by my lin lin and constantly take it up as a joke. I'm gonna write Tony version although his birthday was 1 month before. Neh neh that Munwai, call him to give us photos, until now also don't want to give us and assignments exam are piling up...

Tony.. Who is him? His presence never really exist in my mind. Ok lar, I noticed you since Form 2 since we are in the same class. There were four guys which you all are fucking noisy. Yeah, Munwai, you are dam noisy too. But Tony and Munwai told me that they didn't notice me at all in the class. FUCK YOU!

During F2, the four of you who sat together always don't do homework, always punished by teachers. I even remembered that one of the malay teacher called you all ANJING(dog). You know how malay hate dog? That is such an embarrassment when I thought back and I'm actually friending with you! Oh my god, I always have a good record in choosing friends but why am I ended being friend with you?

Well then, nothing happened between me and you for the next few years until F5. Form 5, I still can't believe I am still that stupid and I'm actually dam outdated or should I doubt that time " was I a friend with you? "

Firstly, you dated one of my best friend. Okay, now we arent best fren anymore wtf!! I, among all the bestie, I'm fucking the last one to know. What so secretive about dating? HAR!?!?! I can't believe lor. Do you know that you make me having a phobia of "knowing secret late" ? I always wanted to know news in the first hand but it always turns out I'm the last one and now I'm so scare of knowing news too late! Hint: If any lin lin dating anyone, tell me the first one! If I'm last? You are DEAD MEAT! wanna blame? Blame Mr Tony Tan

Secondly, can you stop acting cool? Do you think you are so hot? Your uniform 1 word can say all, that's LALA! How can you be that 'rich' to go to tailor shop to make a 'you so call yeng trumpet pants' ? It total sicken me how ugly would that be. To be emphasize again, I still don't understand why am I friending a lala? You like to dig lala that's why you want to be lala?

Thirdly, please lar! Do you think your additional mathematics very geng ar? Always want to show off that you did the tuition work and whenever one of us say " eh, you know how to solve this question? ", you are the fucking first one to raise up your hand to say "I KNOW I KNOW!"
At the beginning, I thought you were trying to be friendly but as the days goes by, I started to notice that you don't know how to solve all of them. You were trying to show off that you are somekind of intelligent but you don't even know how to solve a simple trigonometri question. So if next time you don't understand anything, just shut up! Don't try to act clever! Haiyo~ Another get attention bitch like Chialing...

Fourthly, you want to see your ugly face? I suppose to have your pic on you n your rumoured gf but I don't know where I put. wtf

Just saw how lala are you? LOL~

With all these accumulated 'beh tahan' experience with you these years, this year I finally have a feel for revenge. Hehehe

I actually organised the whole birthday plan. I told all of them don't even to wish you and talk to you on that day. Feel sad that on your birthday that important people don't wish you?

But anyhow, actually plan works well with Laywee but he screwed up things again n again, it became a not-so-surprising party in the end.

To give you a surprise, we have to call Munwai to purposely call you out and we have to purposely go somewhere cheap places to celebrate your birthday. Sigh, so embarrassing for me lar.. LOL.

see you sad face and yet relieve face that we finally remember you bday

We purposely go buy all kinds of junk food that you claim you starve most of the days..
Eh, remember, it's not cheap although it looks cheap LOL
even the cake looks cheap too LOL

Happy Birthday although you see this 1 month after you birthday..

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Next up Happy Birthday Laywee and Meiyit version

Finally it's over...

Finally, my second year first semester is OVER!!

Boohoo, that I'm leaving after this semester. I'm going to start a new life in Miri.
It's actually hard for me to adapt a new life. I took me almost a year to adapt my college life as I'm used to secondary school life where I go to school and be home at a certain time.

I think I have the confidence to say that, I'm not even worry about failing any subjects because the works and contribution and effort I had put in this semester are enormous. If I failed any subject, I'm gonna cry for 2 days 2 nights because it's actually wasting all my effort! You can never imagine how hardworking am I for this semester, because I really am hardworking. wtf

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Today I went for an interview. Sigh. All I could say I'm stupid to even apply for that job. Clearly, the job description didn't even stated it's contract basis job. If you're fucking finding applicants that is at least 6-month contract basis then state there, wasted all my whole evening and obviously a meal that I had forced my friend to accompany me. Damaged done! Cha Ching~

I need a job, I need Money$$. Do I need to sound pathetic that I have to listen to the Apprentice's theme song repeatedly to get a job? MONEY MONEY MONEY~~ MONEY!!!!

I am available for any job, just as long there's some money for me to spend during December's megasales. There are so many many many many many many many things I need to buy!!~

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When I was surfing net just now, I found this pic. It is Junsu's twin brother but they are fraternal twins, so they don't lookalike. But HECK, Junho, his twin brother, is so dam good looking. But in my opinion, he's a bit girlish. And and and... he's a baseball player which add up my sexual imagination. LOL I could switch my imaginative sexual partner from Rain to Junho.

Sorry for the desperate mood, I just finished exam and haven't even thought and update news about him since October. Last thing I know Junsu dyed his hair to red but now his hair changed to brown.

Please tell me, HE'S HOT!!

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Currently I'm working a few entries for my blog which I had accumulated since October. It may seemed to be outdated but sigh, I want to make the blog as my diary as well. Dear blog aka diary, I have to update you more in Miri too. I promise you baby!

Currently listening to Don't say Goodbye by TVXQ

The song that make me cry..

I was watching a few shows that I had downloaded few weeks back, I discovered whenever I hear this song, my eyes will become teary. Especially in the beginning when Junsu started to sing, I immediately turned emotional.

The song is Mideoyo (I believe) by no other TVXQ. The song is in their first album around 2005. The first guy who sang, not the narrator, is Junsu. Oh, how 'cute' he can be with the blonde hair and singing such ballad. LOL

When you listen to their live version, it is total different feelings. With the more recent version they sang it with maturity and soul which makes me more teary.

The song is not a sad song. What makes me cry because they sing it with emotion and I feel it. It's about a guy's confession to a girl that he likes. I felt it and it really makes me teary all the time.

The best place to listen this song is listen the song in the mp3 or ipod while taking buses public transport alone. It will remind you a lot of your past memory and you will feel that you wanted to fall in love and feel be loved again.

失去自己的我。。

我又突然心血来潮想写华语。。

不知不觉，一年就快过了。。
想啊想，我好像没有做什么有意义的事。。

在这四个月，虽然生活过得非常充实，
但是觉得自己好像变了。。
我好像不像以前的我。。

我已经失去了自己。。
我正在寻找自己。。

懒得写华语啦。。

正在寻找我的彩色世界。。

Nervous!!

I am so nervous!!! There is only 9 hours to my fucking law exam and I am not even 80% ready. I'm blaming myself that I had concentrated too much on accounting!! Argh!!

Although I can take whatever material in it, but if I don't understand my material, that's no point of bringing them in! I'm so fucking nervous now as I have tons of things I haven't studied.

Just wish me luck. I just need 10 points to pass!! But 20 marks to get a credit. 30 marks to distinction.. which is so far to achieve! But hell! 30marks is not hard okay, if I prepared them earlier.

Ala~ 11 hours to go, law paper is over. Think positive. wtf

2 more papers to go! go! go!

back to law... company directors bi li ba la

Metropolitan Computers sucks..

Metropolitan College's computers suck. If you are interested in coming here, I advised you don't come..

Because..























I can't play pet society in Facebook. Just because they don't let me upgrade the java script.

Screw it..

Rotting in Metropolitan College PC Lab 1

FUCK TIMO GLOCK

SCREW HAMILTON, SCREW MCLAREN AND FUCKING SCREW TIMO GLOCK!!!

I CAN'T SLEEP NOW.. I'M TOO FUCKING ANGRY AND FURIOUS ABOUT WHAT HAD JUST HAPPENED!!

IN THE LAST 3RD LAP, VETTEL PASSED HAMILTON BECAUSE HAMILTON COULD NOT HANDLE PRESSURE FROM VETTEL!! SO, HAMILTON DROPPED TO 6TH PLACE WHERE MASSA WILL WIN THE CHAMPIONSHIP TITLE BUT AT THE VERY VERY LAST CORNER, TIMO GLOCK GAVE WAY TO HAMILTON!!! THEN HAMILTON SUDDENLY BECOME 5TH JUST BEFORE 5 SECONDS HE CROSSED THE LINE!! THEN HAMILTON WINS MASSA BY JUST 1 POINT!! IMAGINE HOW FUCKING CRAZY IN THE LAST 30S? SUDDENLY MASSA WIN SUDDENLY MASSA LOST. WTF IS THAT?

DOES THIS MEAN TIMO GLOCK IS HELPING HAMILTON? WHAT THE FUCK LAR! I'M GONNA SURF TO VARIOUS FORMULA 1 WEBSITE TO READ WHAT TIMO GLOCK HAVE TO EXPLAIN!!

IF I'M GIVEN A GUN, TIMO GLOCK, YOU ARE FUCKING DEAD IN MY HAND. I HOPE YOU CAN'T EVEN LEAVE BRAZIL AND GET SHOT BY RANDOM BRAZILLIAN BECAUSE YOU FUCKINGLY GAVE WAY TO HAMILTON, YOU FUCKING JERK!!

TIMO GLOCK, YOU MEAN NOTHING IN MY EYES ANYMORE. YOU ARE JUST A PAD FULL OF MY PERIOD BLOOD WHICH I PUT ON MY SMELLY VAGINA FOR 10 HOURS THAT I HAD DUMPED IN THE DUSTBIN. NEXT YEAR I HOPE I DON'T SEE YOU ANYMORE. YOU CAN DRIVE, MAYBE FORCE INDIA WHICH I WON'T EVER EVER SEE YOU ON THE PODIUM.

FUCK YOU TIMO GLOCK!!

FUCK YOU NICOLE SCHERZINGER. I SWEAR I WON'T LOVE OR DANCE TO ANY OF YOUR SONGS. YOU JUMP AROUND AND KISSING HAMILTON IN THE PIT LANE IS JUST SO FUCKING GETTING ATTENTION. YOU ARE DEAD IN MY LIST. IS NICOLE SCHERZINGER A BRITISH? IF NOT, WHAT IS SHE FUCKING DOING IN THE MCLAREN COCKPIT AND WHAT QUALIFICATION DOES SHE HAS TO EVEN SIT AND WATCH THE RACE IN THE COCKPIT? JUST BECAUSE SHE'S A CELEBRITY? KISS MY PAD WHICH FULL OF MY PERIOD BLOOD.

WHOEVER SUPPORTS HAMILTON, DON'T TALK TO ME AT LEAST A MONTH. AND PLEASE DON'T MENTION LEWIS HAMILTON IN FRONT OF ME.. HE'S SO FUCKING ANNOYING.

JUST A BIT OF RELEASE ANGER..

2 weeks to heaven...

I won't be blogging for 2 weeks as everybody knows that I'm having finals in a week time. I will be free on 17 November 2008 3.40pm if I'm not mistaken wtf. I'm too lazy to check the timetable.

So if anybody wanna plan a trip with me, please do so but please squeeze everything in November. I am trying to get a job on Dec. I need to find a FULL TIME office job! I must get it this time but I always afraid of wearing office attire and sit there either typing or doing paper work for 8 hours straight.

Please pray for me although I have 80% confidence that I do well in this semester. My 4 months hardwork finally pays off in that finals.

I won't be online-ing for this week too. Just to prevent myself from chatting and talking irrelevant shits with friends. If anything, please sms me or call me.