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Work have been extra stressful when things are not going on smoothly. Wanted to do finish up the report which has been putting in my pending list since November but my colleague has been taking her own sweet time doing her own stuff. Trying really hard to show I am impatient on her attitude but it seems like she's ignoring me well. Well, I could not do anything obvious because she's just sitting next to me. I doesn't want any conflict between us. If I couldn't meet the deadlines, the blame will be on me and not her.

Not only that, she has been accusing me in front of the manager that I did not put private on our annual lunch photo in FB and she claimed that she saw some random people commented on it! I remembered I double checked with Oliver that he could not see the photo through my profile! She knew I am really angry for this stupid accusation and made up some stupid excuse that someone has saved the photo and re-upload it on their account. Only the people I had tagged could view the photos. If he/she saved it and re-upload it, I could view it too. Also, who will be so free to re-upload it especially when my manager told all of us she prefer to remain private.

At that time, I really wanted to smack her head and scold her in the face. I hate people accusing me and that is the last thing you could ever think to put that blame on me. If I did something wrong, you could blame it on me and I would take it like a man. If you try to accuse me for doing something I have never done, I would go off and fight for my own rights. I will never let people to make me ugly.

After this incident, I put this colleague under microscope to re-evaluate her. She is my lunch buddy, used to be really close to her. Sometimes she offended me, I try to forgive her and forgot about it. But these days, she has been really mean to me and I have a limit. I guess add the accusation, my temper just went off. I am not sure what I had did wrong to her! Probably, I hinted her too much to give me the report ASAP. I raised my voice a bit and I stop talking to her since. I have been begging really badly to my manager to let me go out audit to clear my mind, but boss has better assignment for me to do. So, I have to wait and to face her ugly personality and attitude for the rest of the week! I guess my good new year streak has ended.

To make it sucker...

Oliver has been ignoring me well during our meals

He has been convincing me badly to get an iPhone, so we can communicate through Whatsapp instead talking to each other face to face. He claimed this is an "in" thing to do wohhh

I got tooooooooooooo much commitments to get an iPhone

CNY is coming soon. Trying hard to get Ah Ben a new set of clothes. 

Saw 1 polo tee in Isetan for RM30 and really wanted to get it for him

Really regret that I put him as male, because I saw a lot of cute dresses that will fit him well

Ah Ben Ah Ben ahhh, can I cut your jiao jiao off?